Author's Note:This is my favorite chapter so far. I got a little teary eyed and didn't even plan on this happening. I just sort of started writing and let my mind go where it wanted. Enjoy guys!
As soon as we reached the hotel I bolted for the entrance. I wanted to get to my room and lock myself there for the rest of the night. We were told we all had single rooms so we could have some space and time for ourselves which I was extremely thankful for. I mean, I loved the boys and Lucy, Jenna, Taija, and Rachel, but Elizabeth and Nathan… I needed a break from. Why Elizabeth you ask? Well because the whole fucking ride to the hotel she wouldn’t stop talking about how “insanely hot” Nathan is. Like seriously? I had a feeling she was only saying it to get a rise out of me but I wasn’t going to say a damn thing. Who was I to give a fuck if she found him attractive or not. What the fuck ever.
I asked the service desk what my room number was and as if on cue, everyone, including the boys, were entering the lobby as I was going to the elevator. As I turned around to face front, I saw Nathan’s distraught face while the doors closed and as soon as it was shut I felt myself break down my walls a bit. Why was he still effecting me like this? I didn’t care for him anymore. I had Rowan. Rowan was my everything now. Nathan meant nothing to me.
I dug my phone out of my purse and saw I had some texts from Rowan so I decided to call him.
“Hey!” I said excitedly when I heard his half asleep voice.
“Hey babe what’s wrong?” I furrowed my eyebrows a bit at his nickname for me.
“Nothing’s wrong I just wanted to hear your voice is all…and to ask you a HUGE favor because you love me so much?” I heard him groan and I just smiled. He was so patient.
“What do you need me to do?” I laughed and looked at my watch to see the time.
“Could you maybe bring me a weeks worth of clothes to Raleigh for me? We are staying in the Hilton here because they don’t want us driving back and forth long distances.”
“Wait you are staying up there for a week? But babe, I thought I was going to see you this week.” I rolled my eyes, didn’t he get that this was important to me?
“You will see me tomorrow and you can stay in the hotel with me for the night if you want.” Of course he perked up at that idea.
“Really? You’d be okay with that?”
“Yes Rowan haha it’s fine. We’re adults we can sleep in the same bed.” He chuckled his adorable laugh and I melted, instantly in a better mood.
“Okay, I’ll be there tomorrow bright and early, around nine. Goodnight.” I whispered him a goodbye as well and hung up, now outside of my hotel room. I pushed my phone into my purse and unlocked the door. It was a standard room, nothing too fancy but that’s all I needed. I dropped my dance bag and purse on the ground and belly flopped onto the queen sized bed. Oh dear God how I missed having a big bed. Last time I had one of these was a year ago! I looked at the time and saw that it was only nine which led me to wonder why Rowan was asleep so early. Long day perhaps?
I looked up at the ceiling and decided that I was extremely bored. I had only been in here for thirty minutes, nothing was on television, my Ipod was dead, and I was insanely bored. Then an idea hit me, maybe I could go for a swim? What if Nathan is down there? Fuck…didn’t think of that until now. I really wanted to go for a swim because other than dancing, swimming was a great stress reliever for me. I decided I would call Lucy to check up on the guys and see if they were settled down in their rooms for the night.
|Nathan Sykes||as himself|
|Tom Parker||as himself|
|Max George||as himself|
|Siva Kaneswaran||as himself|
|Jay McGuiness||as himself|