Niall Horan Imagines

Mistake (Request) (Part Two)

if you haven't read the first part, please do so.

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Trying not to squeeze the life out of his hand was hard, maybe the hardest thing I would ever have to do.

He also tried not to speed to the hospital, but it seemed difficult, especially with only one hand on the steering wheel.

I let out a yelp of pain as my body prepared to give birth, and he squeezed my hand back. I glanced at him, hoping his opinion on our decision would change.

When they rushed me right into the hospital, the pain briefly subsided, and I felt like I could finally breathe for a few moments. My thoughts started running wild as Niall disappeared from view.

Does this mean he doesn't love me anymore? Will he break up with me?

What am I supposed to do?

I panicked, and that brought about trauma for the rest of my body, so I started contracting again.

After being given my own room, the nurses prepared me, asking me too many questions.

And after screaming and crying and a lot of voices, my baby was in my arms. I hardly remembered the last few minutes, but I was glad that I had gotten through it.

We had waited to see if it was a boy or a girl. When the words boy left their mouth, I let out a sob of joy, knowing that was what Niall wanted.

"Is there anyone waiting for you, miss?" they asked me. I stared down at the brand new life in my arms, finding it hard to believe my life had led me to right then and there.

"Niall," I told her, and she rushed to find him. I stared anxiously at the door, but the baby squirmed in my arms, so I focused on him.

"Oh," he spoke, and I shot my eyes up to find his. Niall stared over at the both of us, silence being the only thing that rang out.

"I'm sorry. I can't," he admitted, looking helpless. I started to lean forward to stand up, but my fatigue was too great, and he pushed through the door once more.

I looked back down to our son, still unnamed, only to burst into tears.

They took him from my arms, doing necessary tests to make sure everything was working alright, and in that time, I fell asleep.

It was a dreamless sleep, so when I woke up, I felt like life was the nightmare. Well, not all of it.

The lights were dimmed, but a small lamp next to me illuminated my bed and the baby's. When I finally sat up, my stomach growled. My eyes were still swollen from crying, so I knew I hadn't been out for too long.

After laying back down and staring at our, or my, nameless child sleeping for a while longer, the door opened. I would have looked up and been startled, but when the lights switched on, I figured it was the nurse.

"The baby's doing fine," I commented, my voice hoarse from screaming and crying so much before.

"Hi," Niall spoke up. I blinked a few times, remaining still and trying to push all of his hurtful words back down my throat. I wouldn't want to throw them back in his face.

"Did you name him yet?" I spoke up, turning to face him. He furrowed his eyebrows, and I cut the act.

"He is yours," I reminded him, swinging my feet back and forth over the edge of the bed.

Niall slowly and quietly tiptoed over to the baby, his expression cautious.

"James," I spoke up, watching him hover over the baby. I had decided the name a long time ago, and, honestly, I was trying everything to make him change how he felt.   

"After my-" he started, not meeting my eyes.   

"Middle name," I smiled lightly. He glanced up at me, but I could tell he was more interested in the second part of me. So was I.

For a few minutes, all Niall could do was stare down at him. His eyes lit up and so did mine, hoping he would come back to me. I needed him.

"I'm sorry," he whispered, the words sounding hard to get out. He looked up at me, a hand on the little crib James laid in.   

"I was afraid. I didn't know what to expect, and that made me want to push it all away," he admitted, reluctantly stepping away from James.

"I love you. I can't deny that he," Niall choked out, starting to cry. He glanced back at my baby, our baby. "Is the cutest baby I've ever seen," he laughed out, his eyes filling with tears. My heart started working at normal speed, and I wanted to hug him.

"We can do anything. Nothing can hold us back, and we will be a family," he spoke firmly, and I stood to hug him faster than I could blink.

"The sexiest family around, no doubt," he added, and I laughed into his shoulder, knowing the whole time that we would all be just fine.

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was this one not cute like

thanks to XxLove5SOSxX for waiting and requesting! i hope you liked it, babe xx

this one was mine? i think so. yeah, you guys have been wanting a part two for sooo long

THE NIGHT CHANGES VIDEO WILL LITERALLY KILL ME I MEAN LOOK AT THE GIF ON THE SIDE LIKE

okay i'm done

Mel xx