I do not want to hear anymore of this. Niall (Boobearsgirl00)

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For Ivonne

I heard giggling and moaning coming from mine and Niall's bedroom. I knew what it was but I could not leave while they were on there with all of my stuff. Bit at the same time i did not want to stay here with it napping right next door.

"Niall!" I heard someone giggle from the other side. That sound broke my heart. Niall always said he loved only me and that I was all he would ever want, but this moment tells me it was all a lie.

I just walked out leaving all of my things behind. I didn't know where I was going to go but I can't stay here.

The days after the incident were not good. After wandering around London I settled on staying with my friend from work who understands my pain. Niall tried calling me and work a million times but nothing was ever said to him about where I was. I knew I would have to go back to our old flat soon to get my things I left behind.

I tried to get by for longer but it was not as a wait that I would have preferred. It's been a week and Niall is still calling and for once I answered, "Hey before you say anything just know the only reason I answered was to find a day that I could go to get my things from your flat."

"But Ivonne, what happened? You left one day and been avoiding me since. No one I call will tell me what is up." He asked anyway.

"This is not the reason I answered. So answer me, when can I get my things?" I was not taking any bait that could lead to being back together.

"Talk to me like I am your boyfriend and not some idiot."

Boyfriend? Him my boyfriend? I sat there having nothing else to say to him. I debated hanging up and just buying all new clothing, "Ivonne? You still there? I am sorry but-"

"I am so done with this. Bye Niall." I hung up and blocked his number knowing that there was never going to be a second chance for us.

For the next month it seemed to drag. Although I remember blocking his number I still half expect Niall to try and call. Work got tired of him calling so they told him I quit, and everyone else who knew what was going on also blocked his number.

I knew I was not happy but I could not bring myself to talk to Niall. But I know he is still single the press for a while would try and get me to say why it was over but like all things they eventually moved on to a new story.

"You need to get out of London." my friend told me one particularly bad day.

"Why?" I really only had family outside London and none of them knew that me and Niall were over.

She pulled out a set of car keys and threw them at me, "Because you are depressed and I don't know how to help. Maybe your family can."

"They don't even know that things with Niall have ended." I set the keys down going to the kitchen.

"Yes they do, we all do. And I even told Niall what happened, and you need to hear what he has to say." she literally dragged me back into my room so I could change, "Like I said go visit your family."

I changed slowly putting on regular clothing, "Okay take me to him."

"Your mums house, she thought it would be a good idea to get you to go without questioning it." she threw me the keys again.

It was a surprisingly quick trip to Portsmouth. I tried to think of what I would say to Niall when I saw him but I knew the first thing I would need was the truth.

As I pulled into my mums driveway and I saw Niall's car with a sign on the back saying BACKYARD. When I got back there Niall had a cute little table set up on the patio, "Babe can you please sit down, I will tell you everything that I know then you can make your decision." He pulled out a seat for me.

I took the seat not saying anything but showing I was willing to listen to what he had to say, "Thank you. So I did cheat but I was too drunk to even remember it until your roommate finally told me what happened. When you tried to block me out I really just wanted to know what I did and how I could fix it. Anyway everyone thinks that I am a complete moron but they also think that I make you happy. And even if we have to being just friends I would be okay with it because you are still in my life."

He finally stopped rambling, "You make me happy too Ni but it still really hurts to know that all it takes for you to forget about me is just some alcohol."

"Really because for the first half of the time you were gone I tried the drinking but did it help me? No." he said in a quiet sad voice. "And I swear I never left the house in that time."

"I believe you. And I am willing to put it behind us if you never drink anything alcoholic ever again." I caved.

"That is easy as long as I have you." he smiled.

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