Me and my Geek

Chapter 13

Bella's POV

My phone rings I answer it quickly hoping its Ethan.

"Bella dear, Ethan's been and he's a mess I don't think he's in the right frame of mind." My mother speaks not giving me the chance to say hello.

"Is he alright? Is he still there?" I ask, I need to talk to him, see if he's alright.

"No he left in his car, I think he's going to do something stupid. Bella? I know I warned you about boys like him, but I think he loves you and I think you love him," She responds, she always has known me better than anyone else, better than myself even.

"Mom? I love you, you've got Harvey someone you can love and I know you would do anything for him, and that's how I feel about Ethan, I'm going to find him," I say quickly hanging up, if we talked any longer she would have tried to talk me out of it.

Something in the distance catches my eye, is that his car? I see it, the car speeding towards or is it going to speed past me. I see him getting closer. I have to stop him.

I know he has caused me so much pain and I've hurt him pretty, I know I have caused him so much too, but I can't just let him do this! I know what he's doing, its stupid but I can't be alone.

The tone he was talking to his mother on the phone, it didn't sound good. His farther was probably becoming more ill, I knew he had problems. The time we were away his mother told me, we talked she thought it was best to not tell him until the time was needed. His farther was dying.

These past few weeks have been like hell for both of us, I love him more than anything. I walked away from him, I walked away from us. We both done stupid things. I can honestly say walking away its the biggest mistake I've ever made, and I know that I can't live alone, I can not go on without him by my side.

He doesn't deserve me and I don't deserve him especially everything that has happened but, through it all one thing constant is love, we may be like hell together but we love each other.

I love him and he loves me. That's all that matters. My heart strings pull and twang and begging me to do something.

But what do I do? I love him don't I? I will give up my life for him, if we die together will live together through the light.

I step in front of his car and he jerks stopping automatically with a shocked painful expression on his face. My heart is racing, something deep inside me was frightened in case he didn't stop.

Without saying a word I get into the passenger seat beside him. His eyes are filled with tears. He is broken and I could be the answer to making him feel somewhat alive. I grab a hold of his hand and he squeezes mine.

He starts the car and drives at top speed. I know what he is going to do and I'm not letting him do it alone.

There is one thing I've learnt being with Ethan is we are bad for each other but that's what makes us love each other. I can't be with or without him this is the only choice we have.

As we hit way over the speed limit we look into each other's eyes one last time.

"I love you Bella!" He says with such meaning, sorrow yet love in his tone.

"I love you too Ethan!" I tell him, those words the most truthful words I know. The words that are embedded into my heart.

We kiss as the car speeds over the edge of the never ending cliff. Into the night sky, the world passes before us...

Until death do us part... I will always be his geek and he will always be my jerk...

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Three years later and I have actually wrote another part, if you are eager to find out what possibly could happen next I posted another part to of this in 'Writing My Heart' it is called 'A Final Goodbye? (MAMG)' this could mean another book... possibly :) Check it out and give me your thoughts, and thank you for reading both my stories, and I hope you enjoyed reading them just as much as I enjoyed writing them!

-Lauren<3