The Billionaire's Queen

Chapter 34: Winner

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(Violet's P.O.V)

"What is your heart telling you to do? What does it want?", tanong sa akin ni Mark na hindi ko agad masagot.

"I don't know...", sagot ko sabay ng pag-iling ko. "I mean a part of me wants to give him another chance but a part of me wants to save myself from all the heartaches he can cause to me all over again if ever I gave him that chance.", I said.

"That's normal. Once a person got hurt by someone whom he or she really loves, they tend to get confused between giving them that another chance or not. And what causes it is the fear of getting hurt all over again. And because of fear, questions like 'What if that person hurts me again? Is it gonna be worth it? Can I take all those pain and heartaches again?', are being questioned in your mind right?"

I nodded. He's right. I always do ask those questions over and over again the moment I agreed to be with Kyle again.

"Pero hindi mo rin ba natanong sa sarili mo, 'Paano kung bumalik talaga siya para sa'yo? Para sa inyong dalawa ng anak niyo? Paano kung mahal ka talaga niya?'. Nasaktan ka niya at ngayon bumalik ulit siya sa'yo and he's trying to become a better husband to you and a father to your child. Maaaring masasaktan ka ulit niya ngayong bumalik siya sa buhay mo. Masakit masaktan ng paulit-ulit ng taong pinakamamahal mo but let me tell you Violet, if you decide not to give him another chance make sure you won't have those 'what ifs' that you're gonna live with.", he said

I stared at him. "So are you telling me to give him another chance?", I asked him.

"Ikaw lang ang makakasagot niyan, Violet. Nasa sa'yo ang desisyun kung bibigyan mo ba siya ng isang pagkakataon ulit para ipakita niya sa'yo na iba na siya, na hindi na siya kagaya ng dati. At nasa sa'yo rin kung hindi mo na siya bibigyan pa ulit ng isa pang pagkakataon. Pero kung ano man ang magiging desisyon mo, siguraduhin mong sa huli ay hindi mo pagsisisihan iyon.", sagot niya.

I heaved a sigh. Hindi ko pa rin alam kung anong tamang gawin.

Maya-maya lang ay umalis na ako sa office ni Mark. Mark is a psychiatrist I've been consulting for the past one month. Masakit pa rin sa akin hanggang ngayon ang mga nangyari noon. Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin nawawala ang sakit ng kahapon. At mas dumagdag pang bumalik ulit si Kyle sa buhay ko. At sa pagbabalik niyang iyon, gumulo ulit ang lahat. Nalilito na ulit ako sa mga dapat kong gawin.