Dreaming With A Broken Heart

Do you know how hard it is,

To never hear your voice,

To never see you smile,

To never be able to feel the warmth of you hugs,

It’s hard, and no one understands.

They say it was meant to be,

You’re in a better place,

It gets better,

Their all liars…

I’m sorry for being selfish,

I’m sorry I don’t care,

Everyone can think what they want,

Because I know, you’re no longer here.

I wake up in the morning, calling your name,

I walk to the kitchen, hoping to see you again,

Why did it have to end this way…

Why is it that you had to go away…

My mind says you’re gone for good,

My heart says we’ll meet again one day,

But my soul tells me you’re gone,

And that it will stay that way.

I loved you and you left me,

You held my hand as you went,

You told me it wasn’t my fault,

But we all know it is,

Even though you are gone,

Even though mom is shattered,

I’ll still look at my hand, and remember.

Remember the light in your eyes,

The sound of your laugh,

The way you always smiled,

And how you brought out the best of us all.

Do you know that it’s hard,

Living without you,

Not having you here,

So that I can talk to you.

Do you know that it’s hard,

Seeing you this way,

Knowing you will never wake up,

You will never save my day.

Do you know…

I still love you,

I still miss you,

I’ll never be the same.

But no matter how hard it is,

No matter how much I miss you,

I will always be your little girl,

I will always remember you.

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A little poem I wrote for the prologue :) this story is promised to be sad, sorry :p I hope you like it though.

<3Kaazie