Tears run down my face as I hold the bloody razor im my hand.
Blood spilling out of my arm. I have stricken a vein.
Any longer of just sitting here i could die.
I decide to I should get help, but soon realize i can't move, I can't even speak.
The tears keep coming as my eyelids grow heavy.
"This is how it ends?" A real smile was brought to my face for once.
In moments I was drifting through a black fog. What's happening?
When I opened my eyes it was like staring into the sun.
Everything started coming into focus as I realized I was in a hospital bed.
Seated next to me is the person I care about the most.
He awoken when he heard my voice.
"WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?"
"I was trying to get away from the pain you bring me"
Before he could answer, the nurse walked in and escorted him out of the room..
When the nurse was finished, she left me in total silence."
I took the needle out of my arm and carved the words I'm sorry. Into my stomach.
Seconds later I stuck the needle into my vein closest to my heart.
Within minutes I was gone.
With my last breath I stated the words "I always loved you"