Upon a Red Balloon [ON-HOLD]

Apologies, Disappointments, On Hold-ing, and Much Love

So yeah, I guess I'm probably disappointing you guys again by this not being an update, and that you'll probably be mad as hell about me, but I really really had to get this off my chest.

I'm going to say this straight forward, broken-hearted and sadly:

I lost my inspiration and ideas for this story.

I'm so sad to say it, but I felt like it's no justice to keep you guys waiting and expecting for something that who knows when will come.

And to be honest, Bruno himself as a lot of impact on this lost of inspiration.

Basically, there is no news about Bruno those last couple of months. No new music (which is something I can understand bc he is perfectionist when it comes to his music), no news... and his lack of interaction with us hooligans is no helping at all. (tho he did do a really kinda forced ask the dragon last month aND HE SAID HE WANTS TO COME TO ISRAEL YAS BABY YAS BRUNO COME HERE MY LOVE IM WAITING.) (sorry for the outburst lol)

So yeah, basically, Bruno won't give me something to fangirl about and basically kinda abandoned us? Idk :/ please tell me I'm not the only one feeling this way.

And meanwhile when Bruno is not socializing, I found new music and new people to fangirl about.

PLEASE DO NOT ALL GO LIKE

"OMG HOW CAN YOU LEAVE BRUNZ"

"YOUR USERNAME IS A LIE UR NOT A _HOOLIGAN4EVER!"

"U R A SINNER EVEN THE LOOH CHICK CANT CHANGE YOUR WAYS"

(sorry about the last one lol probably the lamest Bruno joke ever)

I didn't say I'm not a hooligan. I still am. I still love Bruno from the bottom of my heart and after almost 5 years of being by his side I ain't backing up now because I still respect Bruno so much as a musician and he is defiantly such a talented human being.

I just said that my heart is also being shared by other artists asides from Bruno.

So yeah basically if you're not following me on twitter and do not have a clue (@marsecofsummer FOLLOW ME SHAMELESS SELF PROMOTION) my other big gigantic love of my life are 5 Seconds Of Summer.

If you even dare to ask me if I'm a directioner I'll fucking slap you with a pineapple.

I actually have started liking them around May of 2013, even a little before so...

(AND THEY'RE FOLLOWING ME ON TWITTER YAS)

(YOU SHOULD FOLLOW ME TOO)

(@marsecofsummer)

(SHAMELESS SELF PROMOTION AGAIN.)

so anyway, because I know not all hooligans like 5sos, (tho you should bc they're freaking epic lol), I opened a new wattpad account for 5sos stories. so if there are hooligans up here in the audience that also like 5sos and are in the 5sos fam (be my friend), or any one of you who actually do not want to give up on me and my imagination and my stories (which makes you the coolest and sweetest person ever and I love you to death), you can check out my other account and read my story "seven minutes in... hell?" that is about the absolute bae calum hood.

(account name is calumbaehood)

(another shameless self promotion omg i'm lame as fuck lol love me plz)

so with all of those being said, I would like to talk about Upon A Red Balloon (UARB for short), this account, and the rest of my stories in general.

I'm not deleting UARB. Nope. I would not be able to do this even if I wanted to because I get extremely attached to anything I write and deleting this fanfic, that somehow magically got to over 12K reads, (like how??? and why??? i'm still that lame dorky girl from israel like how did it even happen you cool ass guys?!!), so i'm not deleting it, but i'm putting it on hold. because who knows? maybe one day I'll get my inspiration on this story back and i will finally give it a proper ending and not just an author note??? or maybe there will be some of you (or probably just me) who would like to look back and re-read this again for the good 'ol sake days??? the point is, that this story is not going anywhere. (also with writing bc yeah I ain't writing it meanwhile:/)

The next thing I'm going to announce on is "Masks". If you guys remember, I announced a Bruno fanfic to come after this one to be called "Masks". As you probably can figure, this story is not coming out. I'm sorry guys, I'm still saving it in my "create" tab in case one day I'll be able to start writing it again.

Now, I'm going to talk about my Imaginations. In case you did not know, a single imagination I write could take me a matter of two weeks or more, basically because it's like a whole new story, but short. So I really doubt I'll be able to write more imaginations, but I'm not stoping it completely! (AND BTW YOU GUYS ARE CRAZY IT GOT OVER 22K READS H O W)

After talking about all my unfinished, I'd like to take the place to talk about my finished stories.

Lost 'H' and Heart Kidnapper.

I've written fanfics before those on tumblr and those sucked ass. Until the day I started writing on wattpad, I really wasn't proud at my last fanfics. But I'm so proud of those two. The proudest. Because that's where I felt like I'm actually getting better at this and that it's actually interesting. And you guys proved me that I'm right. Every single comment of you guys if it was on the stories themselves, my wattpad wall, private messaging or even twitter, made me tear up and smile like crazy. Because you have no idea how much your support as been helping me.

And I could see it most on the last author note, where I told you guys my country is being bombarded. You have no idea how much it warmed my heart to see all your caring comments and your concerns.

as you can see I'm fine lol I haven't blown up yet ;)

but it made me understand how much I really love you guys, and how blessed I am to have wonderful readers like you guys.

About this account. don't think that now I won't be activate on this account, because I am. It's still my main account and on this account I read all the fan fictions, so I ain't going anywhere babies nuh-uh. You can't get read of me even if you wanted to.

So to conclude all this long ass author note, (it's probably longer than any chapter I've ever wrote omfg)

I want to thank all of you again. For your endless support, for your incredible patience.

I hope me and my stories got to make you laugh, smile, be thrilled, shocked, annoyed, horny, happy, surprised, and over all just entertained you guys.

My journey as a writer (and as a hooligan!) aren't over yet! But I would be happy if I'd get to see you guys in my other journeys. I'm forever thankful that I had you by my side on those journeys, yelling "Run Forest, Run!", (tho my name is not forest and it ain't Forest Gump in here and I'm sure as hell don't run bc ew sport), and encouraging me on writing. I'm so grateful to have you guys.

so once again, if you'd like:

2nd wattpad (5sos): calumbaehood

Twitter: @marsecofsummer

I will never ever forget you guys. Thank you from the bottom of my little israeli heart.

Love you to death,

Inbar <3