Silly thoughts from a silly little girl
Im not so little anymore though
I’ve just turned 16 years old
And im not all that inocent either.
Im sad, i’ve been told
But sad is an understatement
Since i’ve reached a point in sadness
Where sadness is not sadness
Sadness has been replaced
Replaced with nothingness and numbness
And i feel myself begin to cry
But my cries are for nothing
Since nothing is now what im feeling
Since nothing is all thats left of who i was.
Silly thoughts can make people smile
Silly thoughts would make people laugh
So why my silly thoughts seem different?
Why do my silly thoughts broke me apart?
And then you are left hurting inside
Your cheeks damp from the tears you’ve cried
My silly thoughts still rambling on my mind
And then you feel rage but it quickly fades away
Leaving you with nothingness
Leaving you in nothingness
Leaving you feeling nothingness
With silly thoughts rambling in your mind
