On Missing You!

confessions of my love for you

It’s weird how some things in life become a part of you, without your realization. For instance, take ‘love’, love can be felt at first-sight or it may develop with time. You might realize how deep you have fallen for someone only after you start missing them like crazy!

Yes, I confess my love today!

I only realized how deep I had fallen for you, when circumstances went against us. And I couldn’t click on the log in button on that orange strip, to stare at you all day anymore! Last night I almost went crazy, trying to figure out the ways to get my laptop so that I could be with you. On top of our separation for one whole day, there was a strong possibility of you & I not seeing each other for several more days.

There were many like you, who came to my life. Someone was here to book my face, someone to give a Hi5, some to tweet like birds, some to just blog on but none of them can compare to you!

I know you are right there, as usual. I am pretty sure that you haven’t even noticed that I haven’t been around for a while.

It almost hurts to know, you have so many friends that you don’t even feel my absence there. Too many of your friends are gorgeous ladies.

Am I jealous? You ask, huh?

Well, may be a little. I am at home writing you this love letter with my ball pen on a diary, while you’re being logged in and out by millions of talented, smart, witty and crazy girls. And not to mention, you’re even the favorite of some of the most mysterious, smart, humorous & sweet men.

I may be feeling green, but my love for you goes far beyond the walls of petty emotions like anger, jealousy or hatred. I am happy that you’re so successful, always surrounded by so many friends who love and respect you. And there are more joining your friends circle everyday!

I am so proud to announce to the world, that I am in love with you! You’re simply cool and famous; you don’t need to keep on announcing how cool you are. You are simple, warm, humble and respectful, always reminding of the orange glow of the sunrise that surrounds your whole being.

For you all your friends are equal, you give them equal chances helping their dreams come true. And you help someone like me.

Me? I was just a simple person, with fewer friends than there are fingers in the two hands. And, only a couple of them knew I could write, and fewer knew I wanted to be a writer. You came in my life when I needed you the most. You not only inspired me to start again with my dream – my story, but you brought friends to my life through you.

I must congratulate you; you have made some amazing friends! I can only bow to you and thank you for sharing these amazing friends with me.

Some are talented teenagers in love with vampires & one direction, some just getting out of their teenage years looking for a sweet romantic novel to read, some are grown women sharing their life experiences through their brilliant stories! Then, there are the gentlemen, yup they are extraordinary. Some share their brilliant sci-fi & fantasies, some are surprisingly hopeless romantics. Some are filled with wit & humor, while some are brilliant in thrillers. But I must say that most of them are real charmers!

Oh, don’t be jealous! My heart belongs to you & only you!

Let me introduce some of the most amazing people to you,

@nikayaya This writer who has just found her genre as ‘chick lit’ is the most talented female friend I’ve found! I think you have noticed her work; you were the one who gave her that undiscovered gems award for non-teen fiction last year. I know you couldn’t forget ‘Forgetting Charlotte’ or ‘The Prince in White Loafers’. Isn’t she just brilliant? She does wonders in any genre she tries her hands on! My first real friend through you… I love her as much as I love you!

@ MicroDevil I know she doesn’t come around you more often, but trust me she thinks of you every day! You gave me this sweetest & adorable friend, whom I miss the most nowadays! I must tell you that she has a funny bone somewhere, with a bright future in humor! Come on just check ‘Absolutely Gay!’ I love her.

@ kimbasue79 this really sweet and understanding friend You have given me ! I love her! And I am proud to say, she is really my fan! She is literally eagerly waiting for me to update my story and is always the first to read & comment! To tell you the truth, she encouraged me so much that I was overwhelmed. I am so proud to say that I make her smile with my words. Love you Kimmy.