The Reflection. (Royce)

Chapter 6

-Jacob Perez

After getting to know Chres a little better yesterday I started to feel for him. I know I've been through a lot too but he's seriously hurting with whatever is going on right now: as well as the new news my mother just informed us with. I just hope no one gets hurt and everything will be okay but I guess that's never the case is it?

I woke up and yawned as I looked at my surroundings: I heard my mother in the kitchen but there was no sign of Chresanto. I freshened up and changed into some fresh clothes and went to accompany my mom in the kitchen as she was finishing cooking breakfast.

"Hola sweety! Sleep well?" My mother greeted me with a kiss on the cheek.

"Hey ma I slept okay I guess, where's Chresanto?"

"Oh he just went down to the store to get a few things he'll be back soon baby" I nodded.

I sat down at the dinner table as my mom set my breakfast on the table. I ate and then Chresanto came striding through the door cold face, fist clenched aswell as jaw, something was wrong. I went and followed him into my room as he began to trash the whole place apart.

"Chresanto stop!?" I yelled gazing at the mess.

He stop pacing around and just looked at me, it was difficult to read his emotion so I grew weary of his next move. He began to walk towards me but I stood my ground. He stopped but by now he was a couple of inches away from my face and I could feel his hot breath lingering on my skin.

"Tell me what's wrong Chres?"

"Stop calling me that" He snarled.

As much as he didn't want me calling him that, I've grown to like the little nickname. I suits him when he's being nice and soft.

"Wussup with you Chres? You just stormed in looking angry so I came to see what's wrong with my friend then you wanna give me looks and snarls and shit and since when did you want me not to call you Chres. I know you love that nickname and I love it too, it's cute" I giggled at the end.

"You Perez! You're my problem! I don't understand why you're helping me why you care about me?! Ain't nobody give shits bout me! Then you come strolling along with yo perfect self and perfect mom, I wish I never met yo ass! You make me so mad!" He shouted right in my face.

I stood there in silence, taking all the words he said. All I ever wanted to do was help. Help a boy that has been broken by his past and just doens't seem to recover. Always resulting back to square 1. I thought I could help him recover, regain his proper self. I thought we could build a cool friendship or something like that but you know it's cool. Whatever I guess.

I didn't say anything to him. I just grabbed my jacket and left the appartment.

It was a raining a little but that didn't bother me. I just walked, don't know where. He just doesn't understand. I opened up to him, actually telling him about my mom and dad, Then only other people that know about it are Audrey and Travis.

I sighed, a long sigh. I ended up at a park a few blocks away from home and took a seat. I wish I never met yo ass! That left a mark. Ouch. Chresanto was like the opposite to me really and I guess we had to fill in for each other when needed. This is what happens when I get too close with people, I'm always fucking shit up.

"I'm sorry Chresanto fucking August for the shit I did for you. I'm sorry I make you mad! I'm sorry I tried to help and care for you! I'm so fucking sorry!" I screamed, with people walking by looking at me strange.

How different would things be if none of this happened, if Chresanto and I just got along like normal?

What did I ever do to make Chresanto so mad?

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I unlocked the door to the apartment and the place was silent. I walked to my room to find Chresanto sitting in the corner rocking side to side bawling his eyes out but guess what? I don't care.

He looked up as he acknowledged my presence and saw eyes were red and puffy, his whole face was red. He just looked like a mess.

I heard him mumble but his voice was gone but I didn't care what he had to say, he'd said enough to me today.

"Jacob listen to me" His voice echoed.

"Why the fuck should I listen to you?" I spat.

"Please just hear me out!"

"I heard you out today Chresanto, you said you wish you never met me remember?"

"I was mad but not at you I just took my anger out on you and blamed you for things you didn't do! I didn't mean none of it, I was putting up a front. I was hiding something from you!" He yelled while standing to his feet while I followed.

"You always do this! I'm sick of your petty bullshit man get over yourself!"

We were now in each other's faces again for the second time today.

"I can't get over you Jacob! Something about you just fucking attracts me! Everything about you! Your hair, smile, eyes just everything! You're so beautiful but you walk around so shy and isolated and it pisses me off! I want to take care of you, love you. That's what makes me so mad. I've never been mad at you Jacob;I can't be. I fucking want you to myself! I want to love you... But I can't." He cried out to me.

I didn't expect that to happen, at all. So all this time he's just been hiding his love for me. I just sighed.

"I fucking love you Jacob Perez"

Before I could reply I felt his lips against mines. He kissed me. He put his all into the kiss, I could tell. I soon my lips moving in sync with his, I wrapped my arms around his neck as his slithered around my waist. The kiss got deeper sending me elsewhere. This feeling felt so amazing, felt like I was on cloud 9,10 and 11.

We pulled away and stared at each other in silence, until a tear fell from his eyes.

I kissed it away and smiled "I love you too Chresanto August"

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WURRRKK BECH

Chapter 6 for my darlings! Just felt like giving y'all a little sum sumn. Comment everything, good or bad I don't currrrr! But finally Chres and Jacob getting jiggy wid it LOOL vote to guys!

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