What do I mean to you? (A Niall Horan love story)

Chapter 3

"Manny, come on!" I heard my mother yell form down the stairs, I opened my eye's and noticed that I was no longer in the hospital but instead was in my old room, how did I get in here?

"Manny Niall is waiting!"

Niall, the cause of all my suffering, the reason I ran out of that house and ended up in the hospital in the first place was down stairs waiting for me? What was he waiting for? A punch in the face? Never the less if it's a punch in the face he wants a punch in the face he's going to get

I raced down the stairs and saw my mother standing by the door holding it open for Niall to walk in, he went in for a kiss and I punched him strait in the nose, that will teach him to think if he's still welcome in this household

"What the hell was that for!" He screamed holding onto his now bleeding nose

"What do you think it was for, you cheated on me again!" I screamed back at him with just as much power as his did, he looked surprised pushing himself off the ground and stood right in front of me

"What are you talking about, we just started going out today" I looked at him in confusion, what does he mean we just started going out today? We've been together for 3 years

"Niall what are you talking about" I asked and he looked at me like I was crazy

"Is she serious?" He turned to my mother, she just stood there dumfoundedly

"Mom, tell him" I told her, she knew about how he cheated on me, I would come home crying every night and tell her exactly what had happened and she would sit there and comfort me, she didn't forget about all of that, did she?

"Mom?" I said again but she just stood there like a statue, it was starting to gets awkward so I stepped in for the three of us

"Niall, you mean to tell me that we haven't been going for 3 years?"

"Are you crazy, I just wanted to get to know you better, who said I was going to commit to a realtionship" He panicked taking a few steps back, I laughed nervously "Niall don't pretend you don't remember the time I caught you cheating on me with that girl Valeria"

"What girl, who's Valeria?" He said and if I didn't know any better if looked like he actually didn't know who she was, ht I was smarter to realize that what he was telling me was one of his well thought out plan's

"Manny, stop this nonsense" My mother finally spoke up

"What nonsense mom! He's the one talking nonsence!" I yelled pointing toward Niall, he gave me another 'your crazy' looks and raised his hand's up in surrender "That's it, I'm out"

"Hey don't you walk away from me, I'm not finished!" I called after him, I don't know how I became more dominant but I'm liking it

"Stay away from me" He said racing to his car and slamming the door shut pulling out of the drive way, I just stayed there stunned

"Manny, you just pushed away your first date" My mother said walking out of the house

"Mom, do you really expect me to believe that me and Niall just met today?" I laughed trying to make this conversation any less awkward then it already was

"That's what you told me" She said raisning her eye brow at me

"What?" I said dropping my jaw

"You told me this morning that Niall called you and asked you out for a date, you don't remember that?" She question and this time I was the one who stood there dumfoundedly

"Manny, what's up with, I'm worried about you" My mother said resting her hand on my shoulder, I could tell she really was worried she I looked into her eye's, dad always told me when I was younger her eye's would change color depending on her mood, too bad dads not here anymore to help

"Mom, am I going crazy?" I asked more of to me then to my mother

"Manny, tell me what's wrong" She cried, I felt guilty not saying anything but the problem was I didn't know what was wrong with me, it's like my life was twist turned upside down

"I don't know"

She let out a sob "You really don't want to tell me?"

"No that's not it, I just honestly and truthfully don't know what's wrong" I spoke to her trying to calm her down but she just got madder

"Get out" She said

"What?"

"Get out, your no longer my daughter, Jim would of wanteed it this way" She repeated

"Is this about dad mom? Like I said we can make it on our own, you just need to trust me" I put my hand out for her but she smacked it away

"Get away from me, your the reason my husband died, why couldn't it have been you!" She screamed

I was shocked, she wanted me to be the one who died on that plane crash, what did I ever do for her to have to come to this point? To the point she would blame me for my own fathers death