I never meant the things I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget
And yes I regret
All these mistakes
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me
But now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go
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Maybe a change would keep me high
Stop me thinking and wondering why
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Calling you at 3am and I'm
Standing here right outside your door
And I don't think that my heart can take much more
I'm scared of cracking up again I just
Want it to be like it was before
Coz' I don't think that my heart can take much more
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Call you up in the middle of the night,
Like a firefly without a light,
You were there like a slow torch burning,
I was a key that could use a little turning.
It seems no one can help me now,
I'm in too deep there's no way out,
This time I have really,
Lead myself astray.
Runaway train never going back,
Runaway on a one way track,
Seems like we should be getting somewhere,
Somehow I'm neither here nor there.
Can you help me remember how to smile,
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile,
How on earth did I get so jaded,
Life's mystery seems so faded.
Bought a ticket for a runaway train,
Like a madman laughing at the rain
A little out of touch a little insane,
Just easier than dealing with the pain.
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Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke
Fast lives are stuck in the undertoe
But you know the places I wanna go
'Cause oh oh oh,
I've got a sickness
You've got the cure
You've got the spunk I've been lookin' for
And I've got a plan we walk out the door
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Little change of the heart
Little light in the dark
Little hope that you just might find
Your way up out of here
'Cause you've been hiding for days
Wasted and wasting away
But I got a little hope today
You'll face your fears
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