I thought....................
We hated each other
I thought...................
We don't want to see each other
I thought...................
We don't love each other
But the hatred for you goes away,
as I see your crooked smile.
What about your hatred for me?
Does it fade away when you see me in my new dress?
I'll never know.
I don't want to konw.
All I know is I still hate you.
I swear to Lucifer,
10 thousand Jacob wolves would be feasting on yourtesticle right now,
if I didn't give up the revenge on you..........
I thought................
I gave up on you
I thought..................
you gave up on me
When I saw you with that blondie,
when you saw me with blue scissors aimed at you,
we gave up on each other.
Me, the jealous bitch.
You, the handsome playboy.
Don't we match?
I thought.................
WE were a match made in heaven
I thoguht.................
it was a little fairy tale for us.
But when I saw you with that blondie,
when you saw me with blue scissors aimed at you,
we gave up on each other.
Although that doesn't mean I can't see you anymore,
doesnt mean I can't tease you in my polka dot mini,
doesn't mean I can't call you up for a date...
and stand you up......
doesn't mean I can't prank call you anymore,
doesn't mean I can't torture you to death with my stalking.
But to sum it up,
doesn't mean I don't want you anymore.
When I see you with her,
I also see that sunny smile.
When I see you looking at me,
I also see that scared crease in your forhead.
I know I must stop,
I know our love flopped,
I know your tears must be mopped.
I know I must stop.
I will stop with blue scissors.
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The poem is about Yuki, her ex and all the love and hate between them even after they broke up for a very long time.
Yuki - emotional, a student, a desire for revenge on her ex who was her first love.
Mark - the ex of Yuki, kind, noticed her when nobody did, offered her help because she was new to the school.
Over homework sessions and long nights together at the movies, their love natually blosssomed. So they continue their life together as couple, people thoguht they would live happily ever after. But again - life is not a fairy tale, sometimes reality presents itself sharply and hautingly.
Just like when Mark got tired of Yuki's nagging and paranoia, and Yuki couldn't let Mark go peacefully - they ended on bad terms. No more movie nights and romatic walks - it was a shame to the both of them.
When Yuki saw Mark with a new female friend (new to the school), she flipped and started annoying Mark, hopeing he would leave the girl and be upset again about her. But reality again betrayed Yuki when she saw how happy Mark and his new girlfriend was.
Yuki saw everything clearly:
her = creepy ex~~~~~~~~Mark and his new girlfriend = the best couple in town
Yuki then left the world by her blue scissors slicing through her pale skin.
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song - Time Machine by SNSD
