Free Run : ( Chris Brown Story )

Free Run ✗5

Brielle

I've spent weeks admiring my tattoo, I didn't just get it to show off my body or for guys to stare me down like I'm some object. I got it for myself and I love it, honestly I didn't think I would get it but I'm really happy I did! Shit I better be happy with it, I went through hours of tight pain to get this tattoo done, losing my virginity probably would have felt 10x better then the pain I felt for this tat.

Every time I clean my room now, I wear nothing but a sports bra and shorts just so when I walk past the mirror I'm all smiles when I look at myself. Chris really did his think it's so crazy!

"What the fuck!" My dads tone peaked as he walked by my room. "Brielle Nala Carter, what the fuck is that on your stomach?" When he called out the whole government, you know he's about to go off!

I smiled ready for this, "Daddy it's a tattoo."

"I know what the hell it is but why is it covering the whole damn side of your torso!"

"Why else would I have a tattoo, where else would it go? Don't you like it?"

"Maria! Maria, get in here!" Shit, he was calling for my mom to weigh in.

"What Papa, what what you yelling for?"

"Did you know about this?"

"Know about what?"

"Your daughter desecrating her body like this."

"No I didn't."

"Daddy I don't see the big issue, I didn't place it in an area employers will see. I was thinking smart at least."

"What's the problem with it, I like it." My mom smiled and gave me the okay wink behind my dads back.

He turned to her so swiftly, "You like it? Jesus, dios mio. She didn't need a tattoo, it's going to lead to more and have you on a path you can't get off of!"

"Papa relax, you're going to blow the roof off with all that yelling. Be happy your daughter is grown with no kids and still in school, let her live her life she's the only one we have."

"Thank you mommy," I smiled in happiness that she took my side.

My parents especially my dad aren't any religious nut jobs or anything like that, but being their only baby of course he's going to be protective of me and over bearing at times. I'm glad that I give them peace of mind knowing they raised a good kid, they have respect for me and I damn sure have a lot of respect for them.

"Let me see it the rest of it."

"Well you can't see all of it, but there's more on my back." I turned around to show them the rest then covered up placing on a t-shirt.

"It's . . beautiful now how much did this cost because it's pretty big?"

"It was free."

"Free? Who did it?" He asked.

"My friend . . . Chris ."

"Hold up, you let some punk ass little bitch boy see your body like that?"

"Would you rather someone I don't know looking at my chest or some artist I just met groping up my body?"

He sighed. "Well Brielle, if you like it then I love it. Long as your happy with this permanent decision."

"I am, it wasn't shut something out of the blue. I really thought about this."

"Damn my little girl is growing up," he said shaking his head walking out the room.

"Daddy wait, I want to talk to you for a minute . . . I don't know how to say this without feeling weird about it, but I'm ready to have the sex talk with you."

His eyes widen, "You're not having sex are you?"

"NO! No, you the one that told me to come to you and talk about it when I'm ready. I'm not saying I am but better now than later." I said sitting down on my bed.

"Aight listen baby girl, I'm not going to beat around the bush with you. Guys are horny ass creatures, the first thing that comes to mind is how and what am I going to say to get that girl over there to slob on my knob."

I laughed and turned away, "Pops please, come on now if you going to talk to me remember you're talking to a lady not some dude."

He laughed. "I'm sorry, I'm just trying to get it to you straight. Okay well guys are always plotting how to get some girl in their bed, at your age right now they're not looking for a girlfriend just something for the moment. I DON'T want you to become one of those, what do you get kids call them today quenched whores?"

"Thirty hoes."

"Right, whatever you do don't be like none of those bitches in the street. I don't care if some lame ass nigga is telling you how much he loves, cares, and respects you, I don't care if you think at the moment he's the one. Don't give it up till you're ready, guys lie just to get what they want and they leave you the next day without so much of a goodbye. You going to be sitting there sulking and crying. Blowing up his phone a few times a day because he not answering you."

"Were you like that?"

"Did you not just hear the story I told you? All men are like that, but in all seriousness, I was. I've lied, I've cheated, and I've screwed around. But that all changed once I met your mother, I thought she was so beautiful. This sounds weak to say but she made me feel special like no other woman could, I love her with all my heart. And I always will."

"Thank you daddy."

"Remember, you have one special cookie. One guy is going to take a big piece of your cookie away the first time, don't keep letting guys take away your cookie cause when it's all said and done, no guy is going to want a used, bit up, soiled cookie. You understand?"

"Unfortunately, yes." I smiled lightly.

"Come here, I love you baby." He gave me a hug.

"I love you too daddy."

Everything he told me I already basically knew, if it wasn't for my dad being in my life I would probably be like every lost soul out there.!Some girls manage just fine without a father figure in their life, but everybody situation and struggle is different. I'd probably be wondering the difference between lust and love. Honestly, I believe that every girl should have her daddy in her life. Yeah women live day by day playing the role of mommy AND daddy but everyone deserves a father figure in there life. Everyone one so quick to say, well that bitch over there is always out late, smoking, drinking, and having sex with every guy that gives her the eye but no one knows that the girl struggles everyday just to make it and become somebody, she's so wrapped in getting the attention she doesn't  receive at home. Falling for the lines at the hands of another guy who doesn't even care to remember her name.

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Okay so I know this is really short, usually I put my all into every chapter of this story and make it long as hell but I'm trying to slow it down at bit . Something is going to happen soon but I don't want to put it so early in the story so forgive me .