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As I ran out of the pack's border line I felt the pack link immediately leave my mind and soon all that weight that I had felt in my shoulder's for so many years was finally lifted off. Now I was on my own with no one to look after me not that anyone ever did that except when I was small. I entered the forest running jumping over fallen logs roots sticking out from the ground. The voice in my head was still whimpering in pain after the Rejection we both took. 'I'm sorry' I told her. She whimpered ' you shouldn't be sorry it wasn't your fault ' she replied as she winced in pain at the same time I did I stop and took in a sharp breathe. ' I need to heal you' she replied as we both winced again. I shook my head 'No'. 'No' she growled in anger after she repeated after me. 'No' I said again she growled ' you will let me heal you now' she commanded , but before she even finish her command I blocked her out I needed to focus and her demanding me to heal me wouldn't work.
I continued to run the day stretched on , I had forgot that I still had broken ribs and a shattered cheek bone and that I was also still pretty beat up . My stomach churned with so much movement and I still had the disgusting copper taste taste in my mouth, after a while I had stopped because I couldn't continue any more I rested while trying to catch my breathe my torso felt really swore and instead of breathing I was panting , I coughed out more blood I was covered in a cold sweat I cleaned my mouth with the back of my hand. I leaned away from the log I was leaning on before and began walking only to see everything spinning around me , I began swaying ' I want to take over ' the voice in my head commanded as I dropped the block I had on her. ' you can't continue like this let me take over' she said again I gave a slight nod knowing that even if I fought her I wouldn't win and just like that she took over.
This was my secret that I had kept from everybody including Sade. I was a werewolf a she-wolf to be exact , in my old pack the Dark Silver Slayer Pack for some reason only the women and the girls with or without mates weren't able to shift. At first the men and the elder's believed that it took time for them to develop and find their inner wolfs but that never seemed to happen they waited days then months and then those months turned into years and they never saw a women or any of the girls turn into werewolves. They gave up on that idea but they said it was for the best , that way they wouldn't feel challenged by the women if they were to shift while others still hoped to see the mates and their daughters shift.
But that wasn't the case with me, everything that I once heard everyone say about a female not being able to shift into a wolf was a lie, because I shifted. After the incident with Nate I had unexplainable anger issues I would always get into fights with the others and fight my parent's off when they would beat me or at least try too. My body would suddenly feel hot and I would shake uncontrollably and after I moved in with the pack and after receiving their grand welcoming , which was none other than getting a bad beating the anger that I had inside of me burst like a volcano and I saw red I ran out of the pack house and went into where I had seen Nate for the last time and I began crying and trashing everything in my way I ripped tree branches off I punched tress until my knuckles were bleeding I asked why it couldn't have been me to have died instead of Nate.
Then I felt something snap inside of me and I suddenly began feeling hot once again from the inside a pain surged through my body I managed to stay on my feet for the fist blast of pain but by the second time the pain was too much my legs gave in and I fell on my knees another shot of pain rippled through my face I felt my mouth enlarging and forming into something that looked like a snout my skin was ripping apart and blood began pouring out, then my legs began bending into different angles my bones were cracking and popping into different places I screamed in agony I was sweating and crying my arms did the same and then came the worst part my spine broke apart I arched my back and I fell backwards into the ground I let out a blood curling scream. ' let it take over don't fight it' a voice in my head said. I whimpered in pain I gripped the grass under my small hands wanting the pain to go away but my transformation was far from over my spine cracked once more and I spit out blood I started to see blotches of black and the darkness was beginning to consume me , I could feel my bones moving out of their places my arms went out of the sockets . And the pain got worse by the second. Something inside of me wanted to rip it's way out of me my chest burned and my skin began ripping I felt the blood rising all the way too my ears and the pain began getting unbearable too much for my small body to take in. Until I finally decided and give in. I stopped fighting and I lost conscious. When I woke up I was no longer standing on two legs instead I was standing on four silver paws. ' it's done' The voice in my head said ' who are you?' I asked but it came out in a whimper . ' don't be afraid this is who you are you are me and I am you we are one together I am your wolf ' she sounded proud telling me she was my wolf. And that's how I shifted and became a wolf the age of 3.