Dana's Point of View
"Another glass of martini, please," i asked for another order.
After the talk i had with Andy, i went straight to some random bar. I need to clear my mind. I had plenty of drinks but i'm still sober. Fvck. Kaya nga ako pumunta dito para makalimot tapos pati yun hindi ko pa magawa?! I'm doomed. And messed up.
After i finished drinking, i called our driver to drive me to my condo. I know myself that i can still drive but i won't take the risk. I won't take the risk of dying because of some petty reason: driving under the influence of alcohol. What a lame excuse. After all that i have been through, i will just die because of that pathetic reason? The heck!
When i got to the condo, i went to the convinient store in our building first to buy something to drink. Yeah, i know i'm a drunkard. I went straight to my unit after that. I don't want to go home because i'm pretty sure mom will ask me hundreds of questions and i absolutely have no patience for that as of now. I will drink 'till i can barely think straight, 'till i already lost track of time.
I can't understand myself.. I did the right thing, right? Tama naman na tinigil ko na, di ba? I don't want to continue things na alam ko naman na walang patutunguhan.. I care for Andy. We've been friends for almost three years..
I should've have done this before pero hindi ko ginawa kasi natatakot ako.. Natatakot akong saktan si Andy. Pero nung ginawa ko na kanina? Fvck! I can't even look at him.. Everytime i see him cry, it hurts me. It kills me. I know Andy, hindi siya umiiyak basta basta. Ako lang naman ang iniiyakan niya. I should be proud but i can't.. Why would i be proud kung alam ko na sa tuwing umiiyak siya, ako yung dahilan?!
I looked at the picture beside my bed, Cy and me, smiling.
"You're worth the fight, right? Hindi mo ako sasaktan, di ba Cy? Iniwan ko na si Andy.. Sinaktan ko na siya.. Sana naman maging masaya na tayo.. Ang dami nang nasaktan eh.."
Nof's Point of View
Ugh! Kainis talaga yang Guzman na yan! Aalis na nga siya bukas tapos hindi pa niya sinasabi sa kanila. Ano ba gusto niya? Ako pa magsabi?? Ano ako? Spokesperson nya?? Kapal lang, please!
"What?" Kainis naman 'tong si Kim, nag iisip ako tapos bigla na lang akong itutulak.
She pouted, "kasi naman, ngayon na nga lang tayo ulit magbobonding tapos spaced out ka pa. Kainis."
I rolled my eyes, "daming alam. Besides, ikaw nga jan ang busy lagi jan sa Clarence mo tapos ako pa sinisisi mo. Tss."
"Eeeh! Boyfriend ko naman kasi yun eh. Hehe," tapos kumuha na ulit siya ng black pumps, "anyways, ano ba kasi yung iniisip mo? Share naman," sabi niya habang tina try yung pumps.
Sasabihin ko ba kay Kim? Ugh! Kainis talaga! Bakit ko ba kasi pino problema yun? As if naman hindi babalik yun. Babalik daw siya di ba?? Tsaka uso pa ba ang despedida?