I Gotta Learn To Say Goodbye ( A Nathan Sykes fan-fiction )

I Gotta Learn To Say Goodbye Chapter 6

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'Go, just go and say hi to him'

I didn't want to listen to any of my thoughts, good or bad, but I wanted to do what ever I wanted to. I sighed and took my small blue mirror out of my bag. I looked at my self in the mirror quick. I didn't have much make-up just a shiny lipgloss and a touch of eyeliner. I closed my mirror and put it in my bag; But before I could go and say hi to Nathan, I saw HIM crossing the street and running towards me with a big smile on his face.

' Keep calm'

That voice said from my head again.

" SHUT IT! " I shouted like a wierdo. What did I just do?

I put my hand on my mouth instantly and looked around myself to see if any one saw me.Nathan stopped where he was, about a meter away from me, and stared at me. I bet I looked like an idiot.

" Are you Lily? " Nathan asked me like he had doubt after what he saw.

" Yes.. " I bit my lip and looked at the ground. I couldn't believe what I did infront of him.

" What happened? " He said as he started laughing. " Oh my god, That was so funny " He continued laughing when tears came out of his eyes.

" Wh- why are you laughing? " I tought I wasn't the only one who looked like an idiot cause people started looking at him as they passed.  

He looked at me " Why did you shout? "

" There were some voices going threw my head, I mean thoughts, and they were going on my nerves so I shouted ' shut it ' " I laughed slightly

" Haha, It's ok, every one gets those stupid thoughts " I smiled at him. Before I knew it, I felt compeletly comfortable with him.

" By the way, you look beautiful " He smiled " Thank you, so do you for the record! " I smiled back " But I don't have much make-up " I laughed slightly

" Who cares about make-up? I don't even care about that. I like your personality " He grinned

We went to a resturant in that street after talking a little. He got to know more about me and me... well I didn't need to know anything about him cause I already knew everything!

" What can I get you? " The waiter asked us with an Italian accent.

Nathan pointed at me " I'll have Pasta " I said

" With cheese? "

" No thank you "

" And you? " The waiter pointed to Nathan " I'll have the same thing. "

" You don't like cheese? " Nathan asked me after the waiter left " No, what 'bout you? "

" Yeah I do! " He said scartasticly " Then why didn't you say you wanted cheese? " I laughed

" Haha I don't know " He laughed " Ok ... That's a little bit awkward "

Complete silence came between us after that so I decided to say something. Right when I was about to ask him a question, he started talking too.  

" Did- "  

" I- "  

" Haha, go on " He said " Oh, I wanted to ask you if any one knows if your out here with me, because what if the paparazzi make up some nasty rummers?! " I asked  

" ah, don't worry about that! I only told the boys, Seev, Max, Tom & Jay " he winked at me. I smiled. " good "

After we chated and had dinner, we left the resturant and he asked me if he could walk me home. And of course I said yes.

On the way back we had a ... conversation.

" You wanna hang out more often Lily? " Nathan asked me " Yeah sure, " I replied.

I saw him biting his lip " Lily, I wanted to ask you a question, that's why I asked you out tonight " I looked at him " Yes? " 

" ah, forget about it " He seemed a bit shy " com'on! Tell me, it's ok " I smiled  

He decided to ask me so he stopped were he was; So did I.

" I like you Lily, and I can't keep that a secret any more " my eyes widened as I stared at him " wha-? "

" So I wanted to ask if you wanna be my girl friend.... Maybe? "  

" Me? " I was in shock. He laughed " wasn't it obvious? "  

" kinda, I feel the same way, was I obvious too? " I grinned. He grinned back and didn't say anything  

" ok " I smiled as in YES and continued walking.

On the rest of the time walking back home, none of us said anything till it was time to say goodbye.

" Bye, So don't forget, we'll hang out more often " He winked at me. " Ok By- "

" Oh and I forgot to tell you, don't spread the word about our relationship cause if people find out, we wown't be able to be friends anymore. You know what I mean? The fans.. " He said. I nodded " I promise I wown't tell anyone about this. "

" Great, I'll just tell the boys but no one else. I don't want to ruin our friend ship because of the fans " He smiled. I nodded " Bye " He smiled again  " Bye " I gave him a big hug and went in the house.

I saw Nika sitting on the coach watching Television. " Nika? What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be home... You're OWN home "

" LILY! YAY! YOU'RE BACK! Dude, why so late?! " He started jumping around me. " It's 10 o'clock " 

" It's late " I raised my eyebrows " I wanted to hear all about what happened so I decided to stay. Plus your mom went out so she was totally fine with me staying here and taking care of the house " I laughed. " Ok, "

" Please tell me what happened, and I'll promise I'll go home "

I told her everything about what happened except for the last part. Nathan told me not to tell anyone about our new BF/GF relationship and I couldn't break my promise. But I couldn't keep the secret from my bestfriend... I wanted to tell her but I didn't know how.