Fading (Larry Stylinson AU)

Chapter 9

Recap 

I sang along as John Travolta and Olivia Newton John sang the song with each other. If only Louis was here.... we could sing with each other and joke about it, I thought to myself.  

A/N So... will Boobear come back or not? That is the question :D  

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Chapter 9 

Harry's POV 

I looked around the room hoping with all my might that Louis might appear. That he was back... but my luck sucks.  

The room was as empty and as quiet as before. So quiet you could hear the crickets outside. So quiet you could hear a pin drop. I sighed, got up and stopped the video. Why couldn't Louis see how much I missed him and come back?  

As soon as this question ran through my head, I remembered something my mum had told me before when I was about 11. 

*Flashback* 

"Mum! Why did you do so much to keep me safe when I was in that car crash?" I asked her one day just out of curiosity.  

"If you truly, deeply love someone and they go away, you'll do anything to get them back and until then you'll miss them. Do you understand me?" she asked me.  

I slowly nodded my head. If I loved them, I would go to drastic measures to get them back.  

*End of Flashback* 

Could that be why I was missing him so much? And dressing up as him, eating carrots and even watching Grease? Could it be that I loved him? That I, Harry Styles, the flirt of the school, loved Louis Tomlinson... a GUY!? 

I shook my head in frustration. It couldn't be. Maybe as a friend, but not anything more than that! Right?  

Louis' POV 

I had watched Hazza watching Grease. I so desperately wanted to go down and sing with him but I couldn't. I couldn't let myself give in so easily.  

"If you truly, deeply love someone and they go away, you'll do anything to get them back and until then you'll miss them." I heard him mutter quietly to himself. Was that why he missed me? Because he loved me? Could that be why I missed him so much? Because I loved him?  

Harry's POV 

I flicked on the radio, hoping to drown out my sorrows in some music. I flicked through the stations until a song made me sit up and listen.  

I can't win, I can't reign 

I will never win this game 

Without you, without you 

I am lost, I am vain,  

I will never be the same 

Without you, without you

I won't run, I won't fly 

I will never make it by 

Without you, without you 

I can't rest, I can't fight 

All I need is you and I,  

Without you, without you

Oh oh oh! 

You! You! You! 

Without... 

You! You! You! 

Without...you

Can't erase, so I'll take blame 

But I can't accept that we're estranged 

Without you, without you 

I can't quit now, this can't be right 

I can't take one more sleepless night 

Without you, without you

I won't soar, I won't climb 

If you're not here, I'm paralyzed 

Without you, without you 

I can't look, I'm so blind 

I lost my heart, I lost my mind 

Without you, without you

Oh oh oh! 

You! You! You! 

Without... 

You! You! You! 

Without...you

I am lost, I am vain, 

I will never be the same 

Without you, without you 

Without...you  

The song was so suited to the situation I was in. I couldn't be without Louis. I sighed and looked over at the bed. I walked over and lay down wishing Louis was here next to me, lying down next to me like the first day we got to know each other. The day when I found out that Louis was afraid of thunderstorms. The day I found out his full name was Louis William Tomlinson. The day I found out his nickname was boobear. The day I found my best friend.  

All I need is you and I,  

without you, without you 

"Louis. Boobear. If you're listening. Please please come back." I begged, tears streaming down my face.  

"I can't live without you." I kept saying. "I. I love you." I finished.  

Louis' POV 

"I love you too, Hazza." I replied as I heard him speaking.  

A/N OMG!!!!!!! LOUIS AND HARRY SAID THAT THEY LOVED EACH OTHER!!!! AHHHH!!! LIKE TOTALLY FANGIRLING HERE :D haha :) Anyways, hope you enjoyed this chapter. Sorry this was another depressing chapter. Umm... remember 24 votes and 24 comments please!!!! Detailed comments would be preferred :D