If every mark and grade matters
If every step I take makes a difference
If I cant do a single thing that doesn't effect my fate from this point on
How can you expect me to be calm?
How am I supposed to cope now?
The more freedom I'm given the harder it makes it from me to make all options yes or no.
I cant spill my worries if I'm not familiar with everything about this....
So please for now, just humor me
Even if you don't understand a thing...
Let me complain
Let me laugh
Let me worry about nothing
Let me lower myself father into the depths of despair
Even if its bitter and sad...
Please just for now entertain me...
Even if this is just the beginning
Even if things are bound to get worse
Even if things become even more inconvenient
This can be done in an exchange you know?
And eye for an eye right?
What you dont agree?
Thats too bad, its bound to happen anyway
What? Don't tell me you weren't expecting this?
Even if you can only find happiness in this....
Please tell me all of your worries
There has to be some right?
Even if they're trivial and have an easy solution
It doesn't matter right?
After all my petty worries will always be worse
I wont encourage you with half-hearted words like you do with me
But I'll listen all the same, Is that ok?
So please for now do distract me