Worries

If every mark and grade matters

If every step I take makes a difference

If I cant do a single thing that doesn't effect my fate from this point on

How can you expect me to be calm?

How am I supposed to cope now?

The more freedom I'm given the harder it makes it from me to make all options yes or no.

I cant spill my worries if I'm not familiar with everything about this....

So please for now, just humor me

Even if you don't understand a thing...

Let me complain

Let me laugh

Let me worry about nothing

Let me lower myself father into the depths of despair

Even if its bitter and sad...

Please just for now entertain me...

Even if this is just the beginning

Even if things are bound to get worse

Even if things become even more inconvenient

This can be done in an exchange you know?

And eye for an eye right?

What you dont agree?

Thats too bad, its bound to happen anyway

What? Don't tell me you weren't expecting this?

Even if you can only find happiness in this....

Please tell me all of your worries

There has to be some right?

Even if they're trivial and have an easy solution

It doesn't matter right?

After all my petty worries will always be worse

I wont encourage you with half-hearted words like you do with me

But I'll listen all the same, Is that ok?

So please for now do distract me