When you are in love, you can do all kinds of things just either to please or to make your boyfriend feel good, bad, jealousy, or even fall more in love with you. All for me i wanted was to make my boyfriend as it seemed to fall more in love with me.
Shades of love; you can be a little more insane, so for me i wondered to do so i decided showing him how i felt maybe he will understand, i had a friend, her name is sharnice, she told me, if you always be there wanting to impress your boyfriend you will go crazy, and indeed part of me believed her that maybe i was going nuts; not nuts that you dont understand but always righting a person even where you are not supposed to, because i took it so personal.
But soon i knew i had to come down but really that was among the worst options i have ever had so, i just said to myself let me be what i wish to be, maybe i was born that way, when my feelings were supposed to be as crazy as me. I wanted to shade my love on this guy because i knew he was mine but soon i had nothing to do, i just had to let the love flow, And tell you it got pretty awesome not only the kinky things we said but everything was pretty damn awesome. i love him so.