The point of the knife would feel so right on her heated skin
Only if she pushed it deeper
The pills would had made her forget how she feel
Emotionally and Physically numb she hoped to be
The fire that would have burned her skin
Only if she had ignited the flame
The burning sensation she would feel
Only if she had some alcohol to drink
The vibe of flying she would sense
Only if she took drugs that would kill
The wind hitting her face
Only if she jumped the bridge
The train she would have been under
Only if she took that last step
The rough rope that would have choked her
Only if she moved the chair
The tears that fall from her eyes day and night
Shows the pain she tries to hide
The facade of smiles and laughter
Are only for display
She wonders to herself everyday
But there is no explanation
She only ends up with
ONLY IF.... </3
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