Mistaken Perfection

Perfection is the only thing I saw in you,
Everyone said you are a shattered mirror.
A ripple in the water, your eyes so blue.
Just another mistake, I should stay well clear.

'You bring pain to every soul'
I felt something more, it was different.
I saw myself in his eyes, whole.
Your complexion was so radiant.

'Bad news that guy is,'
People claimed him to be,
But all I wanted was to be 'His'
'He will let you down, just wait and see.'

They were right all along...
I was just another game to you,
What my heart felt was so wrong.
Why does it have to be this way Andrew?

This perfect you was just an illusion,
A shadow over the real you,
You have left me all alone, broken.
For you it's the untainted breakthrough.

The mirror that I saw first now has cracks,
The ripple in the water is now a huge wave.
I can't help but recall memorable flashbacks,
Its time to bury my dreams to it's grave.

I fell deep thinking you were perfect.
But I guess I was spellbound,
A nightmare in reality, I now agree.
I've just lost myself, drowned.

I sit abandoned, weeping in the cold attic,
Wish I could go back to before.
I was a fool, fell for your dirty trick.
You damaged me right to the very core

I made a mistake thinking you were PERFECT. <//3 "