FIRST: IMPORTANT MY MESSAGE BOX IS FUCKED AND WILL NOT LOAD SO IF YOU’VE SENT ME A MESSAGE IN THE PAST FEW DAYS I WILL NOT KNOW ABOUT IT.
*Whispers* Wattpad says he’s working on the problem but I don’t believe him.
I think I update this thing more than anything else >.<
Okay so I’m seriously thinking of writing a new story.
Scratch that, I’ve already started writing it and all but I’m thinking of posting it.
It’s a little…different, for lack of a better term and I’m still not so sure about it. There’s GxG and probably some BxB in it too, which I really don’t care about and I know you guys probably won’t either but I’m just putting that out there to give you an idea of it.
As far as the plot is concerned, it’s more of an action type story and I’m still not sure where I’m going with it. But if I do do anything with it, it really will be quite different.
Jesus, doubles much?
Basically just putting this in to know what you guys think so…what do you guys think?
Bah, what else is going on?
Oh, yeah. Let me tell you about this kid from my school. God he’s awful.
At first he seemed okay but now I apparently said something to offend him and he lives across the road from me. Now I normally wouldn’t care, not because I’m heartless but because everyone hates me anyway so really one little offensive comment I can’t even remember wouldn’t matter.
But he’s decided to get back at me. How? By stoning my house.
You’d swear this is the middle ages or some shit.
I told him he’s being childish and stupid, which was dumb but it must’ve made it worse. ‘Cause he’s done it more now.
Thought I’d share. Anyway.
Also I told you people who were asking for Skype details that I’m still going to delete my old one and make a new one. Still applies. I haven’t had time to make a new account so when I do I’ll send you all messages.
No, for whoever asked, I’m not going to just give you my number. I have no problem or provisions with people knowing my number but there are certain people who…I just don’t want having it.
“Give us this day our daily dose of faux affliction.”
Good song man, good song.
I kinda miss Luna and her goddamn innocence. *sigh* but all things come to an end.
Note that I didn't say all good things. It was not a good thing.
Anyway, tell me how you feel about that story idea thing, be patient with my Skype and internet problems and always, always appreciate Great Green Gummy Bears. @shanniaathedisco ;)
Still thinking about getting snakebites later on in the year and next week I’m cutting my hair into a Mello cut and dying it black. If I feel generous I’ll send pictures.
If I don’t look like a complete ass at the time.
The again, when do I NOT look like an ass?
God, now that I think about it it’s actually rather sad.
I’m actually sitting outside in our yard for the first time in…years. No seriously. I haven’t been out here for god knows how long and I now realize why. It’s sunny and uncomfortable and too fucking open. I mean, like everyone from everywhere can see me D:
Fuck it, now I’m inside. Much better.
I would also like to mention, for those of you who’ve known me for long enough. You might remember when I used to cut and get drunk a lot and fall down staircases and shit? Well, I’m not sure exactly how long it’s been, but I haven’t in a long time, despite the fact that things haven’t improved.
I’d like to just say thank you to those people who’ve been here and continue to be here for me. It means a fuck load.
Emily, you’re the most amazing friend I could ever ask for and if it weren’t for you I don’t even know where I’d be. Thank you for standing by me even when I wasn’t the most gracious. I love you.
Things aren’t about to get better anytime soon so for those of you who have no tolerance for people with problems, I understand if you want to avoid me, I take no offense to it. I haven’t opened up to you and you have no idea what’s going on in my life right now so you really have no obligations to support me.
For those of you who are a little more thoughtful, please, have patience with me. I’m not looking for attention or any means of affection, though that would be appreciated, I just want you to understand.
So now that my sappy part is over I can summarize what I was trying to say.
I haven’t cut or drunk in a long time. I actually stopped because of a friend of mine who you’ve probably heard me mention multiple times, Emily.
And I want to keep it that way. I don’t want to sink back to that, despite what life likes to throw at me, because I’m not only hurting myself, I’m hurting her.
You may not know it, but that’s something I NEVER want to do.
Alright, that’s about it. Probably one of the longest uploads of my life here.
It’s funny, I don’t keep a private diary but a lot of more public stuff goes on here. Nobody even reads this shit >.<
God I’m a creeper. But hey, it feels nice to get it off my chest and just ramble on and on about meaningless crap.
Peace out Mofo’s