All my poems and thoughts

I sit alone inside my head
As i lay down by my bed
Knowing to never want you
'Cause you've torn my heart in two

You never loved me like i wished
I only found any empty dish
I tried to understand you're loss and pain
But you used me for you're game

Baby I wanted to hold you
I wanted to protect you in my arms
From all of those how did you harm
But you used me just for a charm

Now you see what you've caused
Halted my life an made me pause
you  stopped me from moving on  
But you were gone...