I really don't understand this sadness,
I don't understand why I'm blessed with this curse,
How can I be of help,
When inside all I feel is the impending doom,
How can I save someone else,
If I can't even save myself,
I look at the scars on my legs,
I see every battle,
Every war I've lost,
And every time these thoughts pass through my head,
My eyes water,
In the thought of why I couldn't control myself,
Why couldn't I keep myself from such destruction,
I don't understand this sadness,
