blind :: muke au

1.2 - bottled feelings

ok so luke has an app on his phone that lets him text people by talking into it so when he's texting someone it will be written like this alright bye!!!!

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with luke still not talking to calum since their recent fight, the past week had been rough for both of them.

luke hadn't been able to go anywhere due to the stubbornness of not asking calum to drive him places, therefore he had been stuck in his bed listening to green day and ignoring calum everytime he tried to talk to him.

if he had michael's number, he would call him to pick him up (yes, he was that desperate to leave).

as luke was laying in bed, performing his usual ritual of laying around doing absolutely nothing, he got an idea.

he unlocked his phone and opened up the messages app. he pressed calum's name in his emergency contacts before speaking into the phone.

"text calum: drive me to the library."

texting calum "drive me to the library."

luke waited for a reply.

calum responded "okay. are you talking to me now?"

"text calum: no, i'm texting you. i'll be ready in five minutes." luke said into the phone.

texting calum: no, im texting you. i'll be ready in five minutes.

luke knew he was being childish at this point, but he just couldn't find it in his heart to forgive him. this was probably the longest he had ever ignored calum in their whole 7 years of friendship.

luke sighed before sitting up out of his (now disinfected) bed and started to get ready.

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"you're going to have to talk to me eventually, luke." calum sighed as he pulled out of the apartments parking lot.

luke crossed his arms over his chest and turned away from him in his seat.

calum groaned, but didn't say another word.

suddenly, luke felt the car pull over. he furrowed his eyebrows, but didn't say anything.

"how long are you going to stay mad at me?!" calum asked harshly.

luke shrugged.

"fucking stop that! i can't take it anymore! luke, you're my bestfriend. i know i made a mistake, okay? i made a huge fucking mistake and you're mad at me, with good reason. but you're overreacting. please talk to me." calum fumed.

luke finally turned to face him. "you want me to talk to you? fine, i'll talk to you." luke sat up straighter and leaned towards calum. "i'm so pissed, cal. i am so fucking pissed. at you for being so fucking careless and leaving me alone that night, at myself for being so fucking blind and sensitive, and at the world for being such a fucking bitch.

i deserve to be mad at you. you slept with a random girl you just met, in my bed, and left me for the streets. did you know that i slept on a bench that night? no, you didn't, because you only care about yourself, cal. just like everybody else on this shitty earth."

luke hit the dash with his hands harshly before leaning down and putting head in his hands, starting to cry.

calum set his hand on luke's back and started to rub circles slowly, letting out a long sigh.

"luke.." calum sighed again, his voice a lot softer than before. "i'm so sorry."

"i want to die and nobody even cares." luke wailed, not even trying to keep it together anymore.

he knew that he was probably was overreacting, but he had been bottling things up for too long.

"i care, luke. i care." calum choked, now starting to cry.

they both sat in the car like that for a while, both of them crying while calum traced circles on luke's back and luke sobbed.

after god knows how long, both of them calmed down and sat in silence.

"can we go to the library now, cal?" luke whispered, sniffing his red nose and wiping away a stray tear.

"yeah, luke." calum started the car again. "we can go to the library."

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u wot m8

fun fact: blind people can have sex

this was boring and drama filled but muke will be back soon ladies ;;););$

- marin(ot everything is related to tfios so if you ever plan on commenting that on my story then please let me know in advance so i can block you)a

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