That Ballah Love: Down For My Ballah

CHAPTER 50- SPARKS AND FLAMES

God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers.

***    RAE P.O.V.   ****

Zeek was with the boys handling business. They had gotten back cool in last few days and pushed their differences aside and was back to working.

Even though I weather him get a real job...Im not gon stop him. I just worry about him because I dont want him to be out here trying to make some dollars and loose his life. I dont think I could suffer that pain again. That was the hardest thing I could have ever went through.

Im putting my mind into different things and trying to move on with my life. I got a baby coming...and this is going to be a big blesson.

Im going to always love Cam, always. He was a great man. He did stupid stuff but I can honestly say he loved me.

" Hello " I picked up the phone.

" Im looking for this girl name Raeven...She use to go by twin...but she can go by stranger now " I laughed.

" No you didn't, The phone work two ways, Missy "

" Nigga, You know You gotta call me first "

" Look at your ass sounding like Gucci " I tell her and we both shared a laugh.

" Anyways can we go eat? "

" Im never turning down a meal. Where do you wanna go? "

" Anywhere. I just want food, twin "

" I haven't had breakfast so we can go to ihop " I tell her. It was going on about noon.

" Okay " She says.

" Let me shower and change and ill meet yu there in 20 "

"  Fine " I sat the phone down and finally got up.  I knew neither of us would be there in 20 more like 30. So I had time.

Daddy: Im coming over tonight to see you

Rae: Mama too? And what time?

Daddy: No im leaving her ass at home tonight. About 7..LHHATL

Rae: Lmfaooo okay daddy I'll seen you then so we can watch our show. Love you

I love my father. I have the best dad in the world. I missed the show but I got it recorded and watching it with him is going to be so much better.

I plugged up my phone before cutting on the shower and stripping down. I smiled at my belly...It was weird. i could feel it in there moving and kicking and being a human. I was going to be a mommy.

Zeek and I was going to wait to hear what it was but im bad at surprises so I had another appointment set up for yesterday and I went alone while Zeek was at work and I found out im having a....boy.

Like Cash. So our kids are going to be close. And in happy for that, thats something we talked about when we were younger...

I stepped into the shower letting the warm water hit my body. I relaxed as the music played and the water relaxed me. Grabbing my towel and body gel I began to clean myself up.

" Mama always told me
Baby, you gotta walk by faith
And not by sight
Real talk, you gotta listen
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ooh, yeah

Oh, listen to me now, I'm gonna say it loud
So you won't be confused 'bout what we talkin' 'bout
I been through the storm, had dirt on my name
I'm still holding on, champion of the game
(They said)