Dating the bad girl.

Dating the bad girl (Chapter 28)

Chapter 28

“Just a butterfly?” I questioned, she nodded he head “Do it here..” she said her finger pointing to her lower back “Don’t you just love it...the idea is soooo original...” she said licking her lips “a butterfly” she sang “representing freedom”.

I snapped on my gloves “Mhhmm.” I said turning on the tattoo machine “sit here please.” I said patting the seat.

She nodded sitting down her front facing the back of the seat and her top tucked into the top of her bra.

I adjusted the seat so it was completely flat, I cleaned her back using the anti bacterial wipe “Because I'm doing it freehand I need you to not move at all.” I said “if you need to sneeze tell me, if you go numb on your arm tell me I'm not liable for any mistakes caused by your movement.” I said.

She nodded her blonde hair bobbing as she nodded “sure.”.

“Here I go.” I said turning on the machine the soft humming sound filled the room.

I began to tattoo her butterfly.

When my day was finished I walked home completely ignoring the fact that Isah's car wasn’t where it usually was.

Like me, he had a routine and he refused to let that routine fall apart I would be shocked if his routine was ever broken but I was still annoyed at him over yesterday so I refused to allow myself to feel anything but anger towards him.

I opened the door to my house and locked it behind me. I walked to my bed.

I looked at my calender and remembered four years ago this day I was in the church fighting for someone I thought I loved.

I remember after I came back from he church and ate my dinner.

I patted my stomach after eating the last piece of cake that I had bought from the store, I wiped my eyes with the back of my hand “I love you so much...” I mumbled watching The notebook so I could blame my tears on something else.

I sobbed out loud.

A knock on the door interrupted my self pity party.

I walked to the door and opened it Blake stood on the other side of the door holding a bag of Mc Donald’s.

“What happened?” he signed gesturing to my tears, his eyebrows furrowed.

I shook my head stepping to the side, he stepped into the house and I wiped my tears “He left me” I cried.

Blake pulled me into his arms, “Thank fuck I cant hear...seeing you cry is hard enough.” he mumble dropping his chin on top of my head.

I was finally showing weakness and it was to the boy who wanted me to break up with Nolan from the beginning.

“I...it was hard.” I said when we were sitting on the sofa eating our big macs “I thought he loved me you know....and that...if I got the guts....to...to tell the truth....that everything would be fine....and...he would love me and we could be together...” I dropped the burger and held my hands in my head.

I wiped my eyes “It wasn’t supposed to be like this.” I said looking up at Blake to show him my lips.

“Let him go.” Blake said “Your....you are so full of life...” he said his hand cupping my cheek “He's an idiot if he doesn’t see that.” that was when I decided Nolan wasn’t the kind of guy for me.

If he couldn’t stand up for me in-front of his parents he didn’t deserve me.

My eyes slipped shut dreams of Nolan floating through my head and I fell asleep.