Is it wrong to question everything and everyone?
Especially the one you love most?
I trust him with my life
I love him with all my heart
He's the greatest ting that's ever hapened to me
I swear when I'm with him,
I can reach the stars
But here's the silly thing I always do
I overthink everything
and then my doubts begin to form
He can do so much better than me
He can find someone prettier, sweeter than me
I haven't been able to hang out with him as much as I please
but that's only because i've been busy
He deserves someone he can see everyday
and take on multiple dates
Its been two months, and we havent even been on a real date
I didnt even get to see him on our anniversaries.
Is that a bad thing?
I just love him so much.
But then again he is my first love.
How do I know if this is real or not?
Am I just a waste of his time?
Is this relationship even a relationship?
We talk for hours and I only see him twice a week.
He's just too good for me.
I just wish I knew what lies ahead
I don;t want to keep questioning everything I have
I want to get rid of these doubts
and live my life as it is now.