That Ballah Love: Down For My Ballah

Chapter 49 (repost)

If people refuse to look at you in a new light and they can only see you for what you were, only see you for the mistakes you've made, if they don't realize that you are not your mistakes, then they have to go.

             --  Steve Maraboli

Gucci P.O.V ***

For the first time in over a month a nigga woke up feeling better and actually good.

Cash and I had slept in the same bed. When I got up she was still sleep and against my chest and Gia an Elle were in the bed too...I sat there for a minute watching them amd just thinking.

I had a meeting with my dr. today...Ion like calling the nigga my therapist.

Even though Cash don't be going with me no more he thinks i still need to see him. That I got some problems that he can help me " fix " and move forward from. Whatever, I dont believe that shit but it is a little fun arguing with him some times.

He never just backs up and leaves the arguement. We can go on and on.

I got out the bed and kissed the girls before heading out the room to make it back to the pool house and get dressed and shower.

" I was just about to get yall up " I say to Myan

" Um yeah. Me and Steph are already up...its about time to get Gia and Elle up now "

" I got it " I turned around and headed back to the room. Without waking cash up I picked the girls up and carried them out " Come on girls we need to get ready for school. Wake up "

Elle opened her eyes and looked at me like she was going to kill me for waking her up.

" Baby girl come its time to get ready for school " I says standing them on their feet.

" No! Leave me alone " Gia says whinging laying on the bed.

I aint gon do this shit.

,I went over to the toy chest and got out the water gun. We gon get ready and be out this house on time. I aint got the energy to deal with this shit. Its too early in thr morning.

" Get up! " I sprayed both of them. Elle longued out of bed quickly screaming how she was getting dressed amd ran to her clothes and Gia whinned. " Gia get out the bed...Daddy dont want to wet you but keep it up and I aint go have a choice "

" Im up " She wiped her face.

I helpped them find clothes then got the dressed and their faces washed and teeth brushed and shoes on. Shit was work.

" You almost ready? "

" Yeah soon "

" Can you do the girls hair for me?" I asked. They are wild sleepers and hair was all over the place.

" I got it " Steph tells me laughing.

" Its not funny "

" Where is Cash at? " She asked lacing her pink and black Griffies up.

" She in a dead as sleep. Shes pregnant and tired so I decided that I would handle school today " I say

" Look at you being helpful and all " She tease walkin past me with her brush comb and some kind of hair shit.

" Shut up " I say.

I bangged on Myan door before pushing it open and going in. " You almost ready? We got to be dropping the girls off soon "

" Yes I am " She says. She had on some baggy red camo pants and a red polo shirt and red and black Jordans and her hair was in a bun on top of her head.