i slit my wrists

i slit my wrists
and you still dont care
but making these marks
dont make me feel great
but it removes the pain
that i have gained

 i try to smile
to hide my shame
and cover my scars
because im ashamed  

running mascara and tear drops to the floor
i just dont know hoe to do this anymore
a bloody razor blade in my side
all because you lied