A Dream That Will Never Happen

"Charity I am sorry to tell you this but we have to take you off the treatment, we have to many deaths occurring with people that where on it and it's not safe, I'm sorry but we had to take you off it"  

I sit there shocked while holding Harry's hand sitting in my uncomfortable hospital bed  

"so I'm dying again" 

I ask the doctor he looks at me with sorrow all of his face and I don't need to hear his answer to no that the answer is yes.  

"so you take me off the only thing that is keeping me alive"  

I yell Harry tries to calm me down by circling his hand up and down my back but it's not working,  

"doctor there has to be another way, we can't just sit here and watch her die, I CAN'T SIT HERE AND WATCH THE PERSON I LOVE SLIP OUT FROM MY FINGERS"  

Harry yells at the doctor the doctor hangs his head low and he says his apology and walks out if the room with out another word.  

I look up to see Harry's eyes pricking with tears and that makes me brake down into sobs, Harry Holds me for hours while I sit there and cry.  

I thought this would make me stronger I haven't cried since my mum and dad died in there car crash but now I am sitting here crying into my boyfriends shoulders.

Hello my name is Charity Walker and two years ago I was diagnosed with Cancer.

(Harry's P.O.V)

I was sitting in the hospitals teenage lounge room while watching a movie with Charity as her head rests in my lap while I trace my fingers delicacy through her long beautiful blonde hair while Carter Charity's brother is trying to talk to the girl over in the corner. 

I see Charity's eyes slowly close and her breathing deepen, I can't believe this girl laying in my arms doesn't know how long she has left to live.  

The love of my life may not be there so she can walk down the isle, 

watch our child take there firsts steps into her arms or me threatening to kill my daughters first boyfriend.  

We don't know how long she has left it could be days, weeks, years.  

I feel Charity move under my arms and slowly wake up, she looks up at me a calmly places her lips on mine I move my hands to her waist as I sit there and kiss my gorgeous girlfriend.  

We get interrupted when Carter comes and jumps next to us making Charity's cheeks heat up from embarrassment.  

"I am so in, that girl totally wants me"  

Carter tells us while winking at the pretty brown haired girl that's sitting in the corner playing with her little sister.  

Charity and I start laughing as he keeps giving the girl flirty looks.  

Charity yawns and i go to pick her up bridal style and walk her to her private hospital room.  

I lay her down on her bed and I crawl in next to her and wrap my arms around her while I kiss her neck. "Harry can I ask you something" she asks me in her sweet voice that is music to my ears  

"sure you can ask me anything baby"  

I tell her while tracing my fingers up and down her thigh  

"how long do you think I have left, you know, to live"  

I sigh as I really think about her question  

"honestly I don't know but I also don't won't to think about it, I just want to spend as much time as I can with you laying in my arms"  

I reply as she slowly nods her h 

eads and falls into a deep slumber  

"I love you always and forever" I whisper in her ear as I hear Carter walk in and fall asleep on the couch I stay up for a while longer thinking about the future and just concentrate on holding my whole world in my hands. 

I slowly fall into a deep slumber.

Well this is my first ever story so if you like it comment and tell me and I really hope you guys will give me feedback so I can keep writing well thanks guys

Xoxo Bella