Alright, well, this is the 6th chapter I believe. I am trying really hard to do my best! Tell me what you think about this chapter!
I couldn't help but cry. I was thinking about Alexis and I's mother. I miss our mom so much. I began crying because a lot of memories flooded in. I have to tell Harry or he will be clueless unless he knows.
Me: "Hey man, sorry for crying. Just been really hard, ya know? It's not easy growing up with a dis-functional family. Right now, Alexis is all I got. I just want to tell you, You got a good one. She is honest, caring, sincere, loving and when I say loving, I MEAN IT! She loves hard, so please don't do anything to break her heart. I am very protective of her because I love her so much. I don't want anything happening to her. Shes the only one I have left. And shes very tender. She is very strong, but shes also weak. If she has something to remind her of her bad past, she... she does things. And I jst don't want her to do them. So please, I will always be here, I just wanted to warn you and see if it won't weird you out or anything because, I'm here for her protection. I know you will protect her too, but its gives me security when I know if shes okay or not."
I just told him so much, I bet he thinks I'm strange. But thats just Alexis' and I's relationship. Shes super clingy to me. We have this relationship where its like we will never see each other again, so we treat each other like its the first time we have seen each other in years. I love her with all my heart and I hate to see her hurt. Like is said, shes all I have left. The only person who actually cares and shows their love for me.
Harry: "Wow, I'm glad you told me that. When you said that... she, does things, what do you mean?"
I didn't want to tell him, but i put it in a way where he could understand, but not exactly know
Me: "Alexis suffers from severe depression, so when she gets upset, she does things like lock her self in the bathroom or run away or just plain not even talk. Shes very emotional. Thats why I'm very protective of her also." I hope he buys it, even though I'm not lying, I did not tell him EVERYTHING. But what I said was truth.
Harry: "Oh wow, umm okay. Yes, I will be careful around her. I will protect her and love her as much as I possibly can"
Me: "Thank you, and Harry. Treat her like the princess she is, be her Prince. Treat he like there is no tomorrow. Be her everything, but please, don't take her away from me. She helps ME to continue on."
Harry: "Charlie, just view me as your long lost brother. I will love you like you really are my brother."
Me: "Alright, Thank you. Now we have to be careful, she just made it through on XFactor. How are you two gonna work?"
Harry: "Well I can still see her, our next tour or concert isn't in another 2 months, and our next tour start like mid 2013, so I think we can make it work. I am going to support her in XFactor all the way!"
that made me happy, I have a good feeling about this guy, hes got a good heart...
Once Harry and Charlie went to talk As soon as they left, the boys started to come back to the table began to talk to Louis, Liam, Niall, and Zayn. They are all so lovely! I know were gonna be awesome friends! Louis Is such an awesome dude! He definitely is like a big brother, so I know I can talk to him about ANYTHING! Liam, Wow, what can I say about Liam? Well it is true, he is very father like. If he ever had kids, he would win the award for worlds best dad, yea, HES THAT CARING AND AWESOME! Niall is just Niall! Its a little hard to explain him because there are so many things to him. Hes a big snugly teddy bear I know that. He gives the BEST hugs! He is very sweet and really nice to talk to. I know if I have a problem, hes definitely someone to talk to... other than Louis of course. Now, we have gotten to Zayn... How can I describe HIM? Uhhhh, well, hes not AS vain as every one describes him as, but he does every so often check and see if his hair is straight. He was a little bit shy at the beginning, but after I jumped on him and tackled him for a bear hug and looked him deep in the eyes and squished his face to make him look like a fish, I told him to stop being so shy and lighten up a bit, he did. he relaxed a lot. Now I know hes comfortable around me. He ended up having his arm around my shoulder sometime during the conversation.
|One Direction||as Themselves|
|Alexis Bell||as You!|
|Alexis' family||as Your imaginatiion|