Undecided Love. (One Direction FanFic)

A/N sorry for posting this chapter late, i had a major writers block and plus i had to get ready to go back to school. I hope you all enjoy this next chapter.

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I went upstairs with Constable Tyler and got a few of my things, and then I went into my parents’ room and got my birth certificate.  At this time it was 1:30pm and the concert hadn’t started for another few hours. I hadn’t had any living arrangement yet but they wanted to put me in the foster care system and I was only 16. For now all I wanted to do is curl up in a ball and cry but I wasn’t going to do that. I hoped in the car with my best friend and I was off to her house for a little bit while I got my living arrangements set out.

“OH MY GOSH, 2 more hours until the concert” Karliee screamed. I wasn’t really in the mood for the concert but I was going and hopefully it took my mind off everything. “Karliee, I’m going to take a shower” I say “Sure just don’t use all the hot water” she winked “Gosh Karliee you know how to make me smile don’t you?” I say “Well I don’t like seeing people glooming and sad, it makes me upset” she sighs and with that I hop into the shower.

The warm water trickled down all over my body as I wash the dirt off myself. I hope out, dried myself and grab the dress I brought today and slipped it on. I went into Karliee’s room while she went and had her show. I applied a light amount of make-up to my face before picking up my iPhone and going on twitter

LivvyBear2012

@Karlieebbby2012 @Harry_Styles @NiallOfficial @Real_Liam_Payne @Louis_Tomlinson @Zayn_Malik Going to 1D concert with the Bestie :D She has a tendency to make me happy when I’m sad :3

“We off now mum” Karliee say to her mum. I say Goodbye to Marie and we jump in the car and head off to the Arena.

We get in to the Arena, and it’s just so cramped and stuffy but I wait for a bit before I go out for a bit of air I think to myself. Girls start screaming “Hi, we’re One Direction” All the boys said in unison they started singing ‘Moments’

[Liam]

Shut the door 
Turn the light off 
I wanna be with you 
I wanna feel your love 
I wanna lay beside you 
I cannot hide this 
Even though I try 
Heart beats harder 
Time escapes me 
Trembling hands touch skin 
It makes this harder 
And the tears stream down my face 

[Harry]

If we could only have this life for one more day 
If we could only turn back time 

[All]

You know I'll be your life 
Your voice 
Your reason to be 
My love, my heart 
Is breathing for this 
Moment in time 
I'll find the words to say 
Before you leave me today 

[Niall]

 Close the door 
Throw the key 
Don't wanna be reminded 
Don't wanna be seen 
Don't wanna be without you 
My judgement's clouded 
Like tonights night sky 

[Louis]

 Hands are silent 
Voice is numb 
Trying to scream out my lungs 
It makes this harder 
And the tears stream down my face 

[Harry]

 If we could only have this life for one more day 
If we could only turn back time 

[All]

 You know I'll be your life 
Your voice 
Your reason to be 
My love, my heart 
Is breathing for this 
Moment in time 
I'll find the words to say 
Before you leave me today 

[Zayn]

 Flashing lights in my mind 
Goin' back to the time 
Playin' games in the street 
Kickin' balls with my feet 
There's a numb in my toes 
Standing close to the edge 
There's a pile of my clothes 
At the end of your bed 
As I feel myself fall, 
Make a joke of it all 

[All]