I didn't even know what to do, I kind of just got up and ran out of the flat, when Harry didn't chase after me I felt sick. Just the thought of him and Niall there, kissing every spot we've kissed, having ... I fell to my knees in the park, I felt like throwing up, my stomach wad in so many knots, I couldn't handle the idea. My boyfriend having sex with the guy that had grown to be a good friend of mines. They did it before they met me but still, how could he let me be in that flat knowing him and Niall use to ... in there.
I got up on my wobbly legs and walled toward the swings, I sat down, I closed my eyes softly swinging myself, I shouldn't be upset at Harry or Niall. They were in love after all, I can't blame them for something that happened in the past. I ran my hands over my fact sighing loudly, I'm such an idiot.
Taking my phone out of my hand I called Harry, I need to apologize for walking out like that, he answered in one ring. "Hello? Boo ... I'm sorry baby but I didn't think-"
"Its find Haz, I just needed time to think. I'm at the park near your house, come over..." I trailed off hearing a familiar voice. I turned seeing Zayn being back up against a wall by some guys, I panicked, any other person who saw their bully getting bullied would have walked away. But I know Zayn, I know him as he person not only as my bully. "Zayn?" I don't know what I'm doing, they could come after me but I didn't care, I was mote afraid for Zayn than I was for my own life. The guys looked at me then back at Zayn, one pushed him again then took a bag Zayn was holding on to and ran. Zayn dropped to the floor breathing heavily, I rushed over to him kneeling by his side. "Zayn are you okay? Who were those guys?"
"They took my bag ..." he said ignoring me, his golden orbs watered with tears. "They took my bag," he ran his hands through his hair bringing his knees up to his chest.
"I'll get you a new one-"
"No," he snapped, I flinched back. "It had all his favorite things, I spent all my money on it. What am I supposed to do now? He'll never take me back, fuck." A tear fell from his eyes, "I got him Nandos, his favorite movie, that hat he wanted, a stuff giraffe. What am I supposed to do now? I'm completely broke ..."
What happened to them? "I'll lead you the money," I said putting my hand on his shoulder.
"Its not even about the money, Niall is the only right that's right in my life and I just screwed it up. I love him." He rambled, I sat next to him, he needed someone to listen. "I just ... I'm scared if I tell him the truth he'll think less of me. I rather him leave because I'm an idiot not because I'm a burden. I don't want to lose him, I'm just so messed up. I can't even imagine why he put up with me all this time. He should have left. I mean ... even you left." My breath hitch, I suddenly became angry, I left him? He left me after I told him I was gay, he said he never wanted to speak to me and when I tried all he did was push me further away. How dare he say I left him?
"I never left you Zayn," I said as calmly as I could. "You abandoned me."
"I don't want to talk about this right now," he got up and started walking.
"No Zayn, I want answered. Why did you stop talking to me?" I chest after him, I stopped in front of him forcing him to stop walking. "What happened to you? Ever since that night ..." I trailed off seeing his face twisted with a painful expression. "What happened that night ...?" I asked, my tone softened.
"I don't want to talk about this especially with you."
"What does that mean? What did I do?" He turned around and started walking the other direction, I reached out grabbing his hand. "Zayn what happened? What did they do to you?" I whispered, his eyes soften for a bit before returning to the hard feeling they were before.
"Leave me alone."
"Zayn let me help you."
Tears sprinkled in his eyes, "You didn't help me when I needed you." My chest tighten, when he needed me? When did he ever need me? Did I miss something all the times he was beating me, calling me names, ignoring me? He never came to me how am I supposed to know when he needs me?
"Boo bear? Louis?" I froze seeing Harry's head of wide curls bouncing as he looked for me, I forgot I was on the phone with him when this happened. Zayn snatched his hand from mine and walked away, just as I was getting through to him. "Lou!" Harry's body crashed into mine hugging my tightly to him, "Oh gosh, I was so worried about you. What happened? Why did you stop talking?"
|Louis Tomlinson||as himself|
|Zayn Malik||as himself|
|Harry Styles||as himself|
|Niall Horan||as himself|
|Liam Payne||as himself|