My Unthoughtable Crush

Chapter 1

A/N: Heyy guys so this is my first book. I'm a little nervous about uploading this but hey I'll give it a try. This is not edited btw. some of the scenes in this book will be similar to The Boy Who Sneeks In My Bedroom Window by Kirsty Moseley. so here it goes. give this a chance plz.

Lily's pov

I woke up to the phone ringing. It was silent at first but then it got louder and louder. My ears were ringing. "Jason pick up the phone!" I screamed at my brother. It kept ringing, ugh he didn't pick it up yet. "Mom pick up the phone please!" I yelled. Still nothing, does anyone do anything in this house? I got up off my bed and walked towards the phone stumbling. As I walked closer the phone started drowning my ears out and then I heard voices not one but many all talking and I haven't even picked up the phone yet. "What the..."

"Lily! Lily, WAKE UP", someone yelled. I opened my eyes and my vision blurred. "Oh thank god Lily, your awake" my brother gushed and hugged me as soon as I got up. As he was hugging me I saw that my door was broken. "Jason, what happened to my door?" I asked curious now that he let go of me. "Umm.. Well, you were screaming while you were sleeping again.... and well I had no other way of getting in, sooo.. I busted the door" he said sheepishly. " I was screaming again" I asked but I already knew the answer. I've been waking up screaming everyday for two years after that accident.... "Go get ready alright, it's almost time for us to head to school" Jason said. I nodded and got out of bed. Where the hell did Luke go? He was suppose to be in bed with me until I woke him up. I shrugged and walked to my ensuite.

I hopped in the shower and let the water heat up before I got in. After I was done I got ready. I slipped on my turquoise skinny jeans and my black baggy short sleeve top. I put my brown hair in a messy bun and added some makeup to my face. I added some mascara to my blue eyes and some eye liner to make my eyes pop. That's all I like to do. I grabbed my backpack and headed downstairs.

As I waked down the stairs I saw Luke, my brother's best friend munching on my favorite cereal. That boy never listens,does he? "Luke I told you to stop eating my cereal, go eat at your own house!" I yelled. He got up and looked at me as if I was crazy. "I practically live here princess, it became a daily routine" he smirked. Oh you don't know how much I wanted to smack that smirk off his face. "Ugh, stop calling me princess you man whore" I said. Luke and I never quite got along although I've known him almost my whole life.

"Lily, mom called she said she will be in New York for another two weeks". I sighed and nodded. I knew I shouldn't be upset but I was, I haven't seen mom in nearly a month because she's always traveling around for work. I couldn't help it, I knew mom preferred to stay at home and be a house wife but she can't. Ever since our dad died, she's been traveling around doing work so she can take care of Jason and me. Dad died two years ago in a tragic car accident. Dad and I were driving up to the hospital because Jason broke his arm and him and mom were at the hospital. As we were driving a guy in a red sports car drove on a red light and hit us...I should have died in there not dad but he put himself in harms way to protect me. I should have died not him but me.

"Lily, earth to Lily", Luke was snapping his fingers in front of my face trying to get me out of my daze. I smacked his hand away. "Owe, princess why did you do that" he pouted. "Would you stop that" I whined. "Stop what, princess"he asked innocently. "Ughhhh your hopeless" I yelled at Luke and stomped off to my brothers truck. Luke and Jason came a few minutes after me. Luke apparently is driving today. He got into the driver's seat and Jason got into the passenger seat.

The whole way to school both of them were arguing about who was going to win the basketball finals. Luke said it was gonna be the Miami Heats and Jason said it was gonna be the Spurs. I really didn't care who won. As Luke found a parking spot and parked the truck in there, I saw a huge herd of girls running towards the truck. "Not this again", I whined. Jason and Luke just laughed. This happened every single day. Jason and Luke were the popular "hot" guys at school. Every girl hated me because I had a brother who was "hot" and his best friend who was also "hot" with me most of the times. Others would try to be friendly with me hoping I would hook them up with one of them. I mean they are good looking but this is just plain annoying. I wouldn't call them hot though. Hot would be like Dylan O'Brien hot, not some bunch of man whores. No offense to my brother though. Jason looked a lot like our dad; he had blue eyes like me, dirty blond hair and he was in good shape. Luke had light brown hair, green eyes and was also in good shape. They weren't skinny or all muscles, they were lean with muscles that made them look normal not like they were on steroids. But both of them were such players, they slept with almost all the girls in school, almost.