My Idol , My Lover - Under Revision

MIML : SC - TMWCBM

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Girls are complicated! They would say they want this, they would say they want that but then, they would mean the other! Ang gulo!" - Thomas, My Idol, My Lover

ARA:

Setting: Season 77, A day before the UAAP Women's Volleyball Finals Game 1

The first game of the Finals is tomorrow but yet, things aren't going so well for me and Thomas for one damn reason.

We broke up. 

Puta naman. Bakit ngayon pa? Ang sakit lang. Just when I needed the inspiration and motivation the most e tsaka pa n'ya sinabi 'yon.

Nakakatuwa na ba talaga akong paglaruan? Sasabihan n'yang mahal n'ya ako tapos sasaktan kinabukasan? Baka nga nananaganip lang talaga ako. Baka nga hindi n'ya naman talaga sinabi 'yon at guni guni ko lamang.

Natawa na lang ako sa sarili ko. Hindi na ako natuto. Kailan ko ba matututunan na once a player always a player?

I just shrugged it off. There's nothing I can do.

"Basta, mahal na mahal kita, Ara. Lahat ng ginagawa ko ay may rason." 

We were in the middle of our cool-off kasi yesterday then suddenly he came to me and said that. I was happy because for some reason he actually cared for our relationship.

He's the type of person kasi na-laid back masyado and he doesn't take anything serious. I thought I changed that attitude of his, but it turned out that everything changes.

Kahit na 'yung pagbalik ng ugaling 'yun ay isang uri ng pagbabago. It's not like I'm doing this for me. It's for him then naman.

Still, I appreciated his efforts for trying to make up with me but then, this had to happenned.

Sinabihan n'ya ako ng mahal n'ya ako pero inang 'yan, ibre-break ako pagkatapos?! Gago ba s'ya?

But before I could even cry, I dialled a phone number of a friend. Just remembering and thinking of it makes me cry already. Grabe talaga.

It took a few rings before my call was answered.

"Hello?"

"Uh.. can I come to your place?"

"Bakit?"

"I just need someone to talk to."

He tsk-ed on the other line. "Ganyan ka naman Ara e. Kinakausap mo lang ako pag kailangan mo nang makakausap. I'm nothing but that."

"Sus, drama mo, brad! Basta! I'll come there na wether you like it or not!" I said in finality.

"Ara naman. Ang conyo mo na talaga."

Natawa ako bigla. "Bakit ba? Sa gusto ko e."

"Sinungaling. Naging boyfriend mo lang s'ya, gan'yan ka na."

I was silenced for a moment.

"Ara? May problema ba?"

"W-wala! S-sige! P-punta na ako d'yan!" I told him and ended the call.

Fudge naman, Ara! Iyak ka na lang ng iyak, at least for once naman do something productive.

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I yelled para as soon as I saw the condominium I was looking for. It sure brought back a lot of memories. I usually go here kasi when I have problems e.