Nothing Left to Lose (Completed)

Chapter 10 Anna's version:

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****WANRNING some sexual details but I have edited!!

Ok so I've written this chapter in both POV's and will post Ashton's after, so hopefully you'll read both...... it's nice to know what both of them are thinking as it means something different to both of them.

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The song I thought suited Anna and maybe how she's feeling???

Kirsty <3

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Chapter 10

I woke in the morning with him spooning me from behind his arms wrapped securely around me I could feel his face at the back of my head breathing down my neck. You know for someone who has never spent the night with a girl he sure is cuddly!

I closed my eyes and enjoyed the closeness of him, it felt nice having someone hold me who wasn't after anything, if Carter had held me like this it usually meant he wanted to use my body. I moved slightly to get more comfortable and his arms tightened around me, he threw his leg over mine his hand brushed against my thigh making me catch my breath. Oh my God I am so turned on I could burst!

I could feel myself getting wet in my panties and I was glad I fell asleep in my clothes last night! Holy crap I was lusting after him so badly! I wonder what would happen if I turned around and kissed him? If I ran my hand down his sculpted chest, I wonder if he would freak out and ask me what the hell I was doing? I rolled over to face him and the lust grew even more when I saw his beautiful face. I couldn't stop myself I bent forward slowly and brushed my lips against his, just once, desire shot through my body.

I laid my head back down and licked my lips fighting the urge to kiss him again. He opened his eyes quickly to look at me, oh my God he was awake! Holy crap that's so embarrassing, I just kissed him!

"I....I'm really sorry! Oh God I can't believe I did that! I'm so sorry Ashton" I said blushing like crazy. He looked at me shocked and to be honest he didn't look like he hated it, he bent his head forward and kissed me gently just for a second before he pulled away to look at me.

My whole body was tingling with desire, my lips were burning, I wanted more. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled his lips back to mine, he made a small moaning sound in the back of his throat that made my whole body throb and tingle, holy crap what the hell am I doing? He ran his tongue along my bottom lip asking for entrance and my heart sped up, when I didn't open my mouth he pulled back to look at me, he looked like he was waiting for me to freak out and beat the crap out of him or something. He looked so scared that I couldn't help but laugh at him.

He smiled confused "What's funny?" he asked his voice sounding husky with sleep and lust, the sound of it sent another wave of desire through me, I gripped the back of his hair and pulled his mouth to mine roughly.

He kissed me back and traced his tongue along my lip again this time I opened for him gladly, he slipped his tongue into my mouth and I moaned this time. He was a really good kisser, he was massaging my tongue slowly and gently making my whole body crave for more. He rolled on top of me, I could feel his erection pressing into my thigh and I whimpered with desire. He run his hands slowly down my body as if he was waiting for me to stop him, when I didn't he brought his hand back up to cup my brea$t through my top rubbing his thumb across it massaging gently whist he continued to kiss me tenderly.