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Wrapped around her little finger (Hitachiin yaoi fan fic)

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A/N This is my first Yaoi story so dont blame me if I suck, but I think I'll be okay. If you don't like Yaoi, don't read. simple as that. Also this chapter or whatever I will make it into is being written on a screwed up keyboard so some letters may be ther one or two more times than they should be. Thanks for reading!

 

 

 

   Kaoru's POV  

       I sighed and hugged my arms. He was always with Haruhi now. Hikaru I mean, my twin brother. I watched as he laughed loudly, covering his mouth with embaressment at how loud it was. The host clubs meeting with the girls just ended and Hikaru instanttly went over to chat with Haruhi, not caring about the yaoi we almost commited once again. I remembered as Hikaru's full lips nearly pressed against mine before we were interrupted by Tamaki showing a new customer to our table. I couldn't help but frown and wipe the fake tears from my face. I hated Tamaki then, but the ladies were here and I had to put on my best preformance. I had went along with it, my anger growing deeper as Haruhi stole my few moments with Hikaru. She had taken him before the Host Club meeting was over, girls for our twincest table whining as Hikaru left. I couldn't help but frown in frustration. Damn Haruhi... I shook my head. No! No bad thought about friends. I walked towards the doors, the taunting laughter from Haruhi as Hikaru told her a joke following me all the way to my limo. Suddenly an arm wrapped around my shoulders, pulling me down into the car. Hikaru sat with a ffriendly grin spread across his face, most likely the affect that Haruhi has on him.

        I sighed, turned on the AC and watched the trees fly by as we headed home. Hikaru's smile faultered.

      "You okay Kaoru?" His hand reached for my shoulder but I smacked it away. Not hard, but it was certainly hard enough for him to wince. Hurt traveled through his eyes before he turned around to mummble something tto himself about how it looked nice outside. Sighing yet again, I continued to watch as our huge mansion with twin maids were waiting for our arrival. They greeted us and opened our doors. They seemed a little upset when I brushed them aside and went straight for our room. I broke down into sobs before I could reach the door, my heart poundng faster with every step I took. I began to run for our room, and when I finally slammed the door behind me, I was greeted by more servants. Concern and shock was covering each ones face and I couldn't help chocking on another round of sobs. They began to come near me, probably to comffort me, but I shouted,

      "No! No Don't you even DARE  try to comfort me when I'm lke this. Get out!" Frustration and regret boiled over my limits as my heart now beat at an unbareable pace. I was begining to feel dizzy but I didn't bother warning anybody. After they all left I collapsed on our bed. Mine and Hikaru's. The one where we constantly slept together and where he would comfort me when I had nightmares and woke in the middle of the night. The one where I wanted so bad to make love to my own flesh and blood. My mirror image. I began to cry at all the thoughts I had when I was with Hikaru. For him to be mine. Me to be his. I sjook my head. Like that would ever happen. Hikaru loves Haruhi anyway. Before I knew it, I had gotten a razor blade and was now sittting beside my bed, holding it up just above my skin. I pressed the small blade against my arm, a sharp pain causing me to hiss aloud. Silencing myself, I dragged the blade up my arm, the pain feel so good but I was afraid of hurting myself. I began to cry silently, my emotions getting the better off me as a screamed and slashed my skin more, I went from my wrist all the way to my shoulder before I realised how much blood I had let out with my sorrow. Blood pooled at my feet, and I couldn't help but stare at it in shock. I felt strong arms grasp my shoulders and shake violently.

      "Hey snap out of it Kaoru! Kaoru!" Hikaru's eyes were nearly popping out of his head in shock. Tears flew dow his face as he yelled nonsence in my face, and I reacted by pulling him into an embrace. His body shook with tears as he roughly hugged me and sat me on our bed. I don't know how long I've been there, but Hikaru must have carried me because I was against his chest and his face was burrowed in my neck. His warm breath was shaking but comforting against my skin, the little hairs on my neck rising and blowing back with his breathing. The little drops off Hikaru's tears fell onto my face and I couldn't help but cry along. I reached up and touched his cheek, brushing away a stray tear that went off the path. That was me, not following everybody else because I wanted a new life for myself.

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