Welcome to Tinsel Town

Crash! And I’m here.  That’s usually the way it goes, blowing in like a swift wind.

 I have not yet learned to fully accept myself.  I believe in only the good times.  I follow my own path, but others have paved it for me.  I’m scared of the dark.  I hate roller coasters.  My dog’s name is Gunther.  Sometimes I forget to feed him.  I never do anything on time.  I love to sleep.  I don’t know where I belong.  I’m afraid to be forgotten.  I’ve never been in love.  My favorite color is green.  I’m still learning how to be cool.  I trip on the floor and choke on air.  I breathe pollution.  My favorite animal is a frog.  My eyes change color.  I wish I could fly.  I don’t always tell the truth.  I’m a genius.  I love to make new friends.  I don’t know how to surf, but I can kick your butt in video games.  I’m usually one of the guys.  I love basketball.  My mother is my idol.  I can roll the other way. 

I’m a party animal so of course I love parties.   Plus I’m a crazy shopper so there’s nothing better than trying to find the perfect gift.

I love to take some time out and just write some poetry.  Emotion is uncontrollable so why not express it right?

I play basketball and soccer so there’s that too.  Basketball by far is my favorite though.

I know this sounds nerdy, but I love school.   English is my favorite subject followed by science because I want to be a doctor.  Not the whole saving lives thing, though.  I want to do it for the way people look at you when you’ve helped their families.  As if you’d opened the doors to a new world.

I am tired of people wanting me to be more than I can. I am great and I know that.  I love my life and my friends.  They’re the best thing that could have ever happened to me.  Brittany is my best friend, practically a sister, and she knows it :) I am an amazing person when you get to know me and I’m the perfect balance of being smart and being outgoing.  I wish the world were a better place, but it only sparkle as much as you allow it to.  Never be afraid to shine, it’s your light that will show us the way in the face of darkness.  I love me because I know how to make me happy.  I don’t understand egotistical people or drama, but I do understand how to have fun. 

When I walk, I hear everything.  The whispers, the snickers, the laughs.  But they’re not all for me, though they might as well be.  The fact that anyone could judge someone else out loud sickens me.  

I think I learned that one from listening to my parents, you know?