Ok so this is my first book and my first boyxboy so I hope you like it and pleas vote and coment I will try to up lode atleast everday other day. Enjoy :D
I woke up with the song “If you can’t hang” by sleeping with sirens blasting in my room. I went to hit the snooze button but fell right out of bed with a big thud.
“Owwwww, my ass, damn that hart a lot, stupid wood floors, why do you hate me!”
I got up while rubbing my butt, when my mom barged into my room.
“What happened are you ok, god I herd that thud from the kitchen!”
“Yea I’m fine, I just fell out of my bed, and onto my very evil floor, why can’t I get it carpeted that way when I fall out I won’t have a broose on my ass for two weeks.”
“Because I’m scared if you fall face first you will suffocate, and I don’t want you to die before getting married to a nice handsome man, you can’t give me grandchildren it’s the least you can do is get married.”
My mom always jokes about me being gay, she loves the fact that I am but still is upset I can never have children.
“Well sorry if I’m scared of boobs, they give me chills I don’t get why girls have them and why boys fined them so attractive.”
My mom rolled here eyes and put her head back groaning with annoyance, I always ask why their there just to annoy her, than she starts to explain sex to me and I start to freak and… blah blah blah.
“Ok mom I have to get ready for school so could you be so sweet as to make me pancakes and bacon?” I asked making the cutes face I could come up with.
“What are you constipated?”
“WHAT, that was supposed to be a cute face.” I sat down on my bed and started to pout.
“Well it would have worked if it was cute, but I will make you brake fast because you tried.” She said the last part in her baby voce and kissed my forehead and left closing the door behind her. I got up sighing, I hated school I would always get picked on for being gay, but they mostly picked on me for being like 5’2. I looked at myself in the mirror, I had long blond scene hair and big mint green eyes, and skin the color of milk. Yea I was pail as a goust; I hated how much I looked like a girl. I must have gotten my hair and eyes from my dad because my mom had brown hair brown eyes and pail skin, but not as pail as mine. I ran a hand threw my hair and turned the shower on, I let the hot water hit the bruises I got from yesterday after being literally thrown agents a locker. I got out and changed into a pair of white skinny’s and I black and white “black Vaile brides” band T with a pair of black vans. I grabbed my bag from the corner of my room and went down stares and sat at my kitchen counter.
“Pancakes and bacon, just like you requested.”
“Thanks mom.” I said and ate only haft the food she made, I wasn’t much of an eater and that could explain why I’m so skinny, I used to work out with my friends but after I came out of the closet all my friends left me and I stopped working out. I had slight six-pack but it stared to vanish. I looked at the clock and realized I was going to miss the buss.
“Bye honey, eat something at school today I don’t want another call from the nurse that you passed out again.” She said giving me a stern look and pointing her finger out at me.
“Don’t worry I’ll eat something I promise” I said annoyed she told me every day since she got a call at least one a week.
Once the buss was finally at my stop, the doors opened and I greeted the buss driver, he was young and nice, I’ve bin trying to set him up with my mom since she needed a real man in the house, and he didn’t care that I was gay like my dad did he lift because of me.
“Morning James. How’s you mom?”
I said wile waking to an empty seat in the back. Wile I was waking I got garbage thrown at my and balls of paper with the words FAG and GO TO HELL written on them. I waked with my head down never making eye contact with anyone; if I did I always got blamed for ‘checking them out’. I slid into seat in the way back licensing to my I-pod, I swear this was my lifeline, music helped me keep me going, and I play a few instruments since I have so much free time on my hands. Then we stopped at my favorite stop and the sex god got on the buss. He was tall about 6’3, tan. Brown hair, grey eyes and the most amazing body, I saw him change in the locker room and he had the most amazing eight-pack in the world. His name was Gabe. I looked around to see were he was going to sit so I could stare at him fore the rest of the ride to school, than I realized there was no more free seats excepted of the one next to me. At this point I was freaking out, I did not want the sex god sitting next to me, that’s like asking for everyone to say I was in love with him, and they would be right. I looked over and saw him getting closer, oh god I’m going to die, I swear I stopped breathing as he tower over me, I looked up my eyes getting bigger, if that was even possible.