The Boy with the Cheshire Smile

Harry's POV:

Bloody hell,  that couldn't have gone any worst, could it? Harry thought to himself.  Why does the stupid media always have to push themselves in to my life every five seconds? Damn  it . All I ask for is a little privacy, now especially. Obviously they can see I'm upset, but no lets take pictures of the pop-star crying and post it online and on the telly so everyone can see how much of a big baby I am, great just splendid. The curly-headed boy contemplated silently as he rushed out on to the London street.

Many people around him noticed who he was, Harry Styles from the world famous band 'One Direction'.  It was kind of hard not to when his face as well as the rest of the guys in the band where plastered everywhere, from advertisements on the television, newspapers, and of course they're music being played  everywhere. All Harry wanted to do was get to his place that he shared with Louis as quickly as possible, and to shrivel up in to his bed and sleep for the rest of his life. " Guy's I'm so sorry right now, I really mean it, I do care about all of you and I know I would be nowhere without then fans and all of their support and love, but right now is just not a good time, I'm so sorry but I just need time to myself, and to just go home" Harry said apologetically as a group of girls were approaching him, obvious fans.

As Harry seen all the young girl's faces drop as sadness overshadowed them, he felt a pang of guilt in his stomach. " Wait, you know what, I'm sorry here.. Whose got a camera? Lets all take a giant group shot together, I really do love you guys, I'm just having the worst day possible, please don't hate me too you guys, I don't think i could handle that right now." Harry said with a pained smile as he seen the girl's faces automatically brighten up. " Alrighty then... how about he all do like .. this erm.. big group hug thing?" Harry questioned the 10 eager girls , because in reality, even though he would never admit it, he just needed a hug because he felt awful. The tallest and oldest looking girl of the group, a brunette, that seemed about 18 pulled out her iPhone. " Hey we can use my phone, I'll text you guys the picture !" she said with a smile. " Sounds good" Harry said looking at the girl, she was actually very beautiful.

" Okay .. on the count of 3 everyone smile!" The girl said. " One... Two... Three.." right before the flash she kissed Harry on the cheek.  " Wow... didn't really expect that at all" the curly haired boy said as he touched his cheek. The strange girl just looked at him and smiled " My name is Emily by the way, you just looked like you needed something to distract you. If you ever need anyone to talk to or anything, I know we just met, but I'm always here just encase" and with that she slipped him a small piece of paper with her phone number scrawled across it. Harry looked up from the paper, but the girls were already gone.

Harry ran the rest of the way home, now more confused then ever, he wasn't sexually attracted to Emily, but she was pretty, and she did seem to genuinely care about him, but in the same aspect, Harry was confused because she might just be doing this because hes the " famous Harry Styles". Sometimes he really wish he could just leave all of it behind him, to just be ' Harry' again. He knew he was following his dreams, that singing meant the world to him, but he hated that he couldn't even go outside without being flocked by hundreds of people. Sometimes he just felt so claustrophobic inside his own skin. I really hope Lou isn't home, or that no one is at the flat, I just really don't want to deal with them right now. Harry thought to himself as he got closer to home, the building now in eyesight.

Harry tried to let all of his nerves leave before he began to walk up the steps to his shared flat, but he couldn't. He hastily pulled out his key from his side pocket and placed in in to the door. " Well is now or never" Harry muttered to himself as he began to slowly turn the knob. At first he didn't see anyone so he thought the coast was clear, so he let out a deep sigh in response. Harry began to walk inside the flat and head in the direction of his bedroom. " HARRRYY!!!" Louis screamed in surprise as he jolted up from laying on the sofa. " Shit.." Harry mumbled under his breath. Of course things can't be easy, just this one time, damn I can never win Harry thought to himself as he looked down and ran his fingers through his disheveled hair.