Thinking of You
Sitting here and thinking of you;
As I watch the new day dawn;
My heart still bleeds, but that's nothing new;
Twelve years have now come and gone.
I was told that with time the pain would eventually fade;
That my soul would find it's own way to heal;
I comfort myself with the few sweet moments that we made;
But each new day is still like climbing up an impossible hill.
Sometimes I think I can still hear your newborn cries;
And other times I still smell your freshly powdered skin;
All I have to hold are my memories;
And hopes that one day I can finally mend.
Over the years I've shed a million tears;
And a millions times I've asked why;
To this day, I still don't know;
Why you had to leave us so.
I tell myself that God has his plans;
and I trust in him to light my way;
But it still doesn't touch the heartbreaking ache;
Of having to lose you on that fateful day.
A mother's love is eternal;
A mother's love is true;
Until the day we can meet again;
This is the love that I promise you.
Happy twelfth Birthday my sweet angel......... until we meet again.