Going The Right Direction-- A One Direction fanfiction

Chapter 18 (Part 1)

(ps. still Harry's pov!)

I stood there without a word. I couldn't believe this day actually came... my biggest nightmare. But no matter how much I wanted to stop it, I couldn't. I sighed as a tear rolled down his face. Emily gripped my hand tightly as she noticed the tear "It's okay Harry!" "Everything is going to be fine" It's not. I can feel it.

"If there is anyone who objects to this union; please speak now or forever hold your peace."

I bit my tongue as I stared at the priest. I could feel Louis looking at me, his gaze burning into me. Should I stop this thing before I lose him?

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-4 weeks earlier-

I stared at the bursting colors of dawn outside the window. The way the midnight blue mixed together with the vivid yellow and turquoise to create a whole new shade of green adding that burst of red at the very bottom making it fairytale like. You could still see some of the brightest stars looking down at you.

The way the birds sing and how nature mixes the colors just makes me have a better day no matter what you're going through.

I stood up from the bed to go and take a photo for my instagram with the caption "Dawnstagram" when Emily slowly groaned next to me.

"Harry what are you doing so early?" she said rubbing her eyes tiredly

"Experiencing some of the most beautiful things in front of us every morning, that 70% of humanity ignores" I smiled.

"It is beautiful, you're right. But why were you up so early?" Emily asked sitting up and facing me.

"Well, truth is I couldn't sleep..." I muttered.

"Why not?" Emily asked as she scooped over next to me giving a half little hug yet so comforting.

"Long story" I said sighing.

Emily hugged me tighter and asked "Louis right?"

I tried not to show it but the pain was killing me. Even though I tried my hardest to forget him and move on with life, I still... Love him. And I want to love him, the only problem is I can't. Louis moved on and decided to get back with Ashley again, and even go a little further this time. But I sure hope what I saw wasn't what it was. I couldn't live longer if it did happen. Him and Ashley... Forever? The thought just scares me already.

I looked back at Emily with small drops of tears in my eyes and rested my head on her shoulder.

Emily sighed and tightened the hug. I swear Emily's hugs are better than Horan hugs**

** False. Nothing is better than a big Irish hug from the one and only Niall Horan.

I came out of the hug and looked at my fingers. "I.. I just saw him doing something last night... And it just scared me..."

Emily looked at me confusedly. "Doing something? What could possibly scare you? He didn't have a knife with him right?" Emily laughed but no matter how hard she tried she couldn't brighten the mood.

I sighed as I faced her "He.. He had, a small box with him. Hidden in the cabinet."

Emily sat up "Why don't you show me?"

She's right, I have to see it better, it was the middle of the night, I think i might actually see something now.

I stood up and opened the door quietly and sneaked out to the cabinet opening it. "See, it's right... wait where is it?" It was gone, no where to be found. I searched and searched the whole cabinet but it wasn't there, no box. Anywhere.