Doing It Wrong

::::In to deep ! Cant think about givin it up !! But I never knew love .. Would feel like a heartattack ! It's killin me ! Swear I never cried so Much ! Cause I never knew love.. Would hurt this fuckin bad ! Oooooooooooooooh... Worst pain that I ever had..::::

Candy

Monday

7:45 A.M.

Candy's House

November 10th

I woke up and heard  my dad and mom Arguing AGAIN. I got up and ran out the door and saw my dad with tears in his eyes and my mom was crying too. In my 16 years of living I have NEVER seen my dad cry.. It's crazy to me. I ran downstairs and infront of my dad.

"What's wrong daddy ?" I asked. He shook his head.

"Nothing Gummy bear. Go upstairs and get dressed for school" He said softly pushing me towards the steps. I did as he said and went upstairs. I took a shower and did my routine. I put on a red Mickey mouse crop top, Black Short shorts, With a bulls snapback, and some nerd glasses, I put on some red heart earrings and a heart necklace that says 'Freak' on it. I pulled on my red black and white Jordanswade fly 2s straightened my hair grabbed my iPhone case with red kisses all over it and made my way back downstairs. its still early because today school doesn't start till 11:30. The sophomores have FGT's.. (Florida Graduation test). I heard my dad in the studio in the basement so I went down.

***

"Daddy ?" I said looking for him. He was in the booth singing a new song.

'We shared. Something so common, Still so rare.

And I'm in awe.

Never been here before.

Somehow we're still climbin.

Even here inside these walls.

Breakin eachothers heart.

And we dont care cause we're so..

In too deep,

Cant think aboout givin it up,

But I never knew love would feel like a heartattack.

It's killin me. Swear I never cried so much.

But I never knew love. Would hurt this fuckin bad.

Worst pain that I ever had.

Oooooooooohh (never never never)

Never knew love,

Would hurt this fuckin bad.

Worst pain that I ever had.

All the times when I know I should be smilin,

Seem to be the times,

That I frown the most. (Woah)

Cant believe that we're still surviving,

Cause I'm slowly breaking down,

Even when I hold you cloose,

Wooo.

And if I loose you,

Im afraid I would loose who,

I gave My love to.

That's the reason I stay around

Even though I fell way

In too deep,

Cant think about givin it up.

But I never knew love

Would feel like a heartattack. (Ooh and its killin mee)

It's killin me swear I never cried so much. (I never cried... so much)

Cause I never knew love 

Would hurt this fuckin bad,

Worst pain that I ever had.

Ooooooooh (Never never never)

Never knew Love,

Would hurt this fuckin bad.

Worst pain that I ever had.

[Music]

 (pain p-pain) 

And it hurts,

Cause I wanna leave,

And you wanna leave.

But the love keeps us together.

And if I loose you,

I'm afraid I would loose who, (yeah)

I gave my love to. (yeah)

That's the reason I stay around, (yeah)

Even though I fell way,

In too deep,

Cant think about givin it up.

But I never knew love,

Would feel like a heartattack. (Never knew I feel like this)

It's killin me, Swear I never cried so much,

Cause I never knew love,

would hurt this fuckin bad

Worst pain that I ever had.

Ooooooooh.. Oooooooooh.

Worst pain that I ever had...

He finished and walked out the booth. Sat down.

"What happen ?" I whispered. He looked over and looked back down.

"We're getting a divorce.." He said. My eyes got big and I teared up.

"What ?!" I said in disbelief. He looked over at me with tears in his eyes. "Daddy please dont cry.. Your gonna make me cry." I said. And teared up.