Insatiable [boyxboy] On Hold

Chap 2

~Wyatt~

(*2 months later*)

I stood on the curb of my house as I looked down the street waiting for Adam’s car. This was the first day of senior year and I was ready for it to be over! I just wanted to graduate and leave.

After that night I wasn’t ever going to leave my house and no begging and groveling from Adam is going to change my mind. I had been ripped to shreds again from seeing Derek, especially with someone else. But instead of feeling completely hopeless and pathetic I was angry. I was angry that he could so easily move on from me so fast. That I didn’t matter one bit. I now I refuse to show the hurt he caused me the damage that can never be undone, the damage he caused on my heart. How was I to trust anyone in a relationship.

So I have sworn to myself I was not going to be in a relationship with anyone this year or the next and so on till I knew I could be able to trust again and the pain of this first break up eases up. Doubtful, Derek was my first real love, my first real everything really there is no getting over those.

Adam’s blue car pulled up. I threw my bag in the back and greeted him with a nod.

“hey dude, how are you this fine morning” he said being his normal annoying chipper self. I shook my head and stared out the window. I didn’t want to go to school today just to saved myself the pain of seeing ‘him’ there; having him in my classes, in the same lunch area. Ugh.

“so are you ready for senior year?” he asked excitedly after a while. I turned my head to him.

“yep I’m ready, ready for it to be over” I said dryly. He rolled his eyes before nudging me in the shoulder.

“come on man, you got cheer up. It’s senior year. The last year of high school. You can maybe find your true high school sweetheart and live to marry him in the future, you never know”. I gave him a flat look.

“yeah, no. I’m done with relationships” I told him.

“no, Wyatt’s your not going to swear off love because of some asshole! I’m going to make you date if it’s the last thing I do” he said firmly.

We pulled up in the parking lot, I hopped out and walked off before Adam could talk more nonsense about dates and crap. Not happening.

“don’t walk away from me woman!” he called to me. Did he just call me a woman?! I just gritted my teeth and continued up the steps of Mckinzley high. The building was light blue and white; our school colors, home of the lions. An arms wrapped around my shoulders.

“damn you walk fast” Adam huffed. We entered the loud halls up to the attendance office for our schedules then off to our lockers.

“what classes do you have?” he asked me as he stuffed our things in our lockers which were incidentally right next to each other.

“AP Chem, algebra 2, AP English 4, and government” I listed. Frowning Adam scowled at his schedules.