“I’m not looking for love cause she’s gone…
I just wanna have a good time and keep you off my mind…
I ain’t gonna think about you…We done been together for a
minute now it feels funny to be doing something different
but it’s all good me and you finished.”
“Why you here? I got somewhere to be.” I said staring at Daria. She was my front door and to be honest I didn’t feel like dealing with her.
“Peyton baby please just hear me out.” She begged.
“You ain’t got nothing to explain to me.”
“You can’t do this to me, I love you and I messed up I know but just give me another chance and I promise I will do right.”
“I didn’t do shit to you D, you brought this shit upon yourself. I don’t want you to tell me you sorry because I don’t care. I don’t want you in my life man damn why can’t you accept that.”1
“I love you Peyton and I know I messed up but it was a mistake that I never meant to make and I’m sorry.”
I let out a deep sigh because I was two seconds away from going off on her.
“Daria you made a big ass mistake.” I said as calm as I could.
“What do you mean Peyton?”
“You know what the fuck I mean! Not only did you fuck my fucking nigga but you got a fucking baby by his ass that he ain’t gonna take care of. How the fuck does that make me look?!” I yelled at her.
“You were always with Jayda how the hell did you think that made me feel? To know that my boyfriend would rather be with his ex-girlfriend than me. I felt stupid Peyton. You do everything for her and she has a boyfriend! That was the only way to get your attention and I’m sorry.”
“Well you got my attention and now it don’t make a difference. I wasn’t doing shit with her but the fact that she had my baby was the reason she had a lot of my attention. You didn’t have to go fuck my friend to get my damn attention but you know what I’m not about to sit her and discuss this shit because it makes no sense. You fucked up and I’m moving on. I hope you and your baby have a nice life so don’t call my phone no more because I don’t want to hear from you.”
I know that was cold as fuck but shid that’s all people understand sometimes. She just simply nodded her head and walked away and I went back in the house closing the door behind me.
I went back up to my room and heard Gabrielle crying cause she just woke up from a four hour long nap which means she gonna be trying to get into anything. She does a lot to only be 6 months but I love her.
I grabbed her and her diaper bag and we headed to my car. I strapped her in and everything then got in the front seat and headed off to go meet this nigga.
I was sitting in the parking lot of Wal-Mart when Jaeson pulled up beside me. I unlocked my car doors and her got in the passenger seat and I looked at him.
“What’s up.” Jaeson said.
“Did you hear from her before she left?” I asked looking at him.
“Jayda?” he asked.
“Nah, she ain’t tell me shit. What happened with her?”
“She claimed she needed help and shit so I just let her go because she wasn’t gonna take no for an answer and she said she staying 6 months to a year.”
“So what about the baby?”
“She said she gonna send it with you until she feel like she ready to come out clean.”
He stared out the window ad sighed. “Fuck, man.”
“What’s wrong? It’s your baby ain’t it?” I asked him. He was acting like that was a problem.
“Hell yeah it’s mine but shid in August what the fuck Ima do?”
“What you mean?”
“I’m going to school out of state.”
“Well I don’t know what to tell you. All I can say though is when she have it you better talk to her about that. You’ll probably be almost finish with your first year when she have it.”
“Damn…” he said shaking his head.
“The fuck going on with you? You not gonna bail on her are you?” I asked staring at him.
“Hell nah! Damn.”
“Aye nigga watch the fucking attitude.” I said.