On Rainy Days

Is it just my mediocrity?
Is that why you still come to me?
Can I not move on because of you being in my mind
Or because no one has come to full the gap yet?
Please, vacate immediately
On rainy days its the worst
You sit in mu head dauntingly
Poking and proding at my slow bleeding heart
Just leave me alone
So I can move on
But on rainy days I have no such peace