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6.6.12-6.9.12

Ok through the 6th - 8th I cleaned. and when I say cleaned I mean i got bored out of my mind and cleaned cleaned cleaned cleaned cleaned and cleaned. I mean I clean when I get bored, but seriously I cleaned.. I mean as much as I could. i switched out the toliet seats... mainly because I am tired of scrubbing the one we had. so I switched it out for the better one in the bathroom we never use.. Yup, that bastered toliet seat didn't want to come off. then again it was at 12 am when i was messing with it. finnially my dad came in and told me to go to bed. pist so i cleaned but didn't sleep. Ok I stayed up researching how to get it off. haha I know werid. but still turns out that was no help. I mean I already knew how to get it off just the way i was doing it was the hardest way. of course I would go the hardest route. plus I didn't have a flat head to do it the easy way...  but I was laughing and having a fun time getting that done... after I got done researching that. I started researching backlava.. yup a greek dessert.. yummy stuff.

Interesting right a switch from toliets to food. awesome see it's just how fast my mind is soo distracted.. haha. and overly active. anywhos... lets continue on... so I started researching different greek foods. (if  you haven't noticed I absolutly (ok random when I fall in love great song love it.. ok ) LOOOOOOOVE the greek cultures and foods)  I came up with the idea to have a greek food party or somthing of that nature. so I started planning and what not.. OH i think this was thursday night... (man I need to go to the bathroom thats what I need to do.. eh.. it can wait as long as I don't eat anymore ice.) ok yeah so I spent like ummm hours on that then crashed. 

the next morning I woke up and finnally got the seats changed... cleaned the rest of the house. GOSH NO BODY IN THIS HOUSE HOLD CAN KEEP A HOUSE CLEAN FOR EVEN A DAY it aggitates me.. huf I mean I kept cleaning there messes.. oh Kaleb kept bothering me to cook so I did.. haha he had to do the dishes which he did ummm today.. the 9th.. umm I made some barbique chicken.. with stuffing.. so yeah good stuff. ummm, yeah...  ummmm, I looove a clean household.. I asked dad if I could do the greek party thing and he said sure. awesome... haha I just need a list of chiz.. omg.. 

my birthday is this coming thursday... yeah.. crabb cakes... (THIS STUPIED BUG WON'T STAY OUT OF MY FACE.. omg.. new poem idea) OK it's posted.. called GET OUT OF MY FACE BUG.. keenky right? I thought so.. anywhos. 

so(greek) Olive oil- 1 bottle; Garlic-4; 1 pound medium shrimp; 1 1/2 cups drained canned artichoke hearts; crumbled feta cheese 3 packs; Tomatoes-7; Lemon juice- 3 things; fresh parsley; Oregano leaves; angel hair pasta or linguine; white flour; almonds; walnuts; Honey; 20 eggs; 3 pounds of lamb boned; butter; 3 pounds tiny potatoes; salt; pepper; bread crumbs; 1 small onion; celery; white dry wine; boneless chicken breast; 40 fresh or brinepacked grape leaves; long grain rice; fennel leaves; ground black pepper; 4 green onions; 5 lemons; 8 apples; 2 cups canned apples; Sugar; currants or raisins; Powdered sugar; 1 pound commercial filo sheets; Unbleached all purpose flour; vegetable oil, cidr vinegar;  corn flour; mastic powder; icing sugar; rosewater; gelatine-1 sacket; 1 package frozen chopped spinach; 1 package knorr veg. soup mix; Chestnuts; mayo; sour cream; boiling stock (chicken or meat); fyllo pastry;  caster sugar; 4 cinnamon sticks; semi sweet cholocalte chips; chocolate surup; 2 medium onions; semolina; creamy milk; 1 vinilia pod; instant yeast; milk; dill, potatoes; 3 Cauliflower; 1 bulb roasted garlic  

ok so apparently I copied and pasted this by accident. didn't want to. just to lazy to deltete it I mean I guess now you can see what I need from the store haha... 

on an other note. I have been sleeping hanging out and cleaning.. so yeah

didn't hang out with timmy. it's all good. I don't want to leave the house. well I do, but I just don't want to go some place boring or that costs money. and I swear it aggervates me when he is all like don't worry about it. blah blah blah. you know I am a very independent girl ok, I like to provide people things. I don't like it when people help me out, I do but its a pride thing i guess.... idk anywhos onware to satuday..

ok soooooo now, Today I woke up afficially at 11.. yup 11. I got up and kaleb got ready... so I did to. we left and went to the church. he was like acting all aqward and stuff. so yeah. but he soon got used to the surroundings. We ate and played on the bouncy things. I made some friends. and robert came by toward the end of it. and brought calven. Yup they stayed had somthing to eat. we all did some racing. jummping tackling.. (omg earlier.. Jared birdman.. anywhos he was playing basketball and went for the ball I was sitting on the sideline or what ever. he steped on my foot well tripped and stepped on my foot came crashing down to sit on my back and then onto the ground.) anywhos... so after everyone left robert and caleb he spells his name with a c not k.. huf... anywhos.. they went inside. me and calven stayed outside talking. I mean I could tell he liked me.. pist it's just the way guys who like me. they tend to star into my eyes. I mean everyone does because i guess my eyes just have to drawing you to them power but it's the look to it.. I have seen it many times before. well that makes me sound like a slut or something, but half the times the guys don't speak up so yeah. continue on with my point. so he left and texted me later on and was all like i got some questions so of course he asked them he asked if I thought he was attrative... ummm if he kissed me would I want to kiss him.. umm (I swear to many people ask me that) umm and another question i aint going to say... he also called me cute... haha being what we talked about before I had a sarcastic remark but I didn't say it

me caleb jared and robert went to target and got some tape, robert was being a dork as usual.. we headed back to the church. robert cheated at shot gun.. basterd. so yeah we got back and..

I bet your wondering my awnsers to the following questions airn't you.. haha considering I have a boyfriend makes it more interesting doesn't it.... 

well we got back and yes. we helped out jared left to go eat with his family I helped a little girl soon we all left I went home and yeah, listened to music. uploaded some music to my laptop. texting timmy, umm ate some tater tots. so yeah.. that's about it..... anywhos over these days i texted brad kaleb bre timmy and possibly hayden

so yeah QUOTE TIME

"no for the reasons i stated, if those reasons were not there... there is a possible chance" unknown

no but no defently no

You know in other world that makes since and there airnt any random comments you would fully understand everything I say but in this world. good luck..

Ok now life or death.. if timmy killed himself would i kill myself. not to be all rude or anything being as it may be he is my boyfriend, and bestfriend and I care for him and like him it's just HECK NO man if he was stupid enough to kill himself I am not going to kill myself. ok it was his choice I have my own life to live.... and yes I would be sad.... ok very sad. but lets face it unless we were married or even if we were I mean I aint being rude and he can deny it all he wants but he would do the same thing. I would find someone else. I mean how the heck guys like me i don't know. but they do and well ok so I could find someone else. and yes we are made for one person, so come on I am 15 *cough* almost *cough* and yes I like timmy, and am not going to end that for somthing in the future idk what but shist happens and as I may like him now things could possibly happen and I am just stateing the truth, ok I don't know the future... *cough*  "life can be unexpecting you shouldn't bare on questions or awnsers sometimes some things unknown are best"  Now I if I had a choice. to marry and live with a happy family and blah blah blah or traveling and living my life with me and who ever comes my way personally I would rather choose the second one.. but things change.. anywhos I forgot my point... I don't think I had one... but don't misread that.. jus throwing that outthere..

"don't just bare on the people in your life now but the people that will be in your life cause you never know who is on the other side of the door.." so yeah.. quoting like.. well quoting myself so yeah.. Well I am done writing this entry SORRY i forgot somethings.. but I don't like thinking because it blocks my creativity and that is my excuse for when I don't do my homework...or anything else.. TOOTLES

until next time

TTFN